Echo Posted July 16, 2005 Share Posted July 16, 2005 Holy Bageezus! I started my Depakote (Epival in Canada) and Seroquel last night. I slept probably 10 and a half hours before I awoke. Once I awoke I went straight to the couch for about, oh lets say, an hour and a half, and basically just rested half asleep the whole time. Then I went back to bed and slept for another 4 hours. Here I am again. I FEEL LIKE A WORTHLESS BLOB! I don't hardly have the energy to keep my head raised in order to view the screen on which I type my post. I also have been so clumsy that during the couple hours I was awake I hit my head hard on the freezer door. Don't ask how, it's an almost impossible task to complete and to get to the fridge my head is nowhere near it but somehow I managed. I amd supposed to and would like to clean today. Nix. I want to and am supposed to do laundry today. Nix again. I wanted to go out and go grocery shopping. Nix Nix Nix! Everything I think of doing makes me tired and I just lay back down. I realize this is only my first day on the meds but What. The. Fuck. This better go away. I don't know if I can function at work like this come Monday! Not to mention that I drive an hour and a half to and from work each day. How can I do this? I have never felt so useless in my life. My brain wants me to do but my body says NOOO WAY BUDDY! .... Advice? Pitty? Anything? (PS. My explanations as to how I feel "a worthless blob" barely scratch the surface of how actually terrible I feel. I'm so lazy I can't even think of the best words to describe. So I don't. But it's bad. More exhausted than I have ever been in my entire life.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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