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I have been suicidally depressed for the past several days or so. I can't stop thinking about it. I have urges that are getting stronger. My pdoc is just a med dispenser and my tdoc no longer works at the clinic I go to. I'm also in the middle of a mixed state. I feel like my head is going to explode and every little sensory input is like very loud fingernails scratching on a chalkboard. I don't want this. I don't know how long I can keep doing this. It keeps coming back. Why can't i be normal? Why do I have to be me? I have a plan. It is not a "cry for help" plan, but a bonafide, guaranteed for success unless somebody happens to freakishly arive to save me on time. I don't want to do this to my kids, but my plan makes it look like an accident. And I feel like I am worthless as a mother and a human being. I need to talk to someone, but I am sick of overburdening my family and i don't have any friends.

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Look in the front cover of your phone book for a local city/county hotline. At least they will have local connections.

Velvet Elvis recommends this national line: We suggest you try any of the numbers at http://www.befrienders.org/ instead.

Before you consider doing anything please read this one (1) page: http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

If you can't find anyone to talk to, or feel that you are going to hurt yourself, go to the ER. They WILL help you, I guarantee.

a.m.

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