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The thought insertion is getting worse by the day. I have to cut out the bomb to save the world from destruction. Then there are the nanobots that I feel that will either kill me or change me into a robot from the future. Also, when I went grocery shopping and my mom forgot something in the car and I had to go get it, the gov said the satellite will fire and lock on to me and kill me- they have several methods of killing me and mess with my mind, so I had to run as fast as possible so they wouldn't get a lock on when I was outside. Then inside the stores, the thought broadcasting is severe. People stare at me and talk about me because of my "weird" thoughts. The thought insertion tells me, "everyone knows your secret of destroying the economy, they know all about you and your thoughts." And to make things even worse, I am occasionally hearing voices and sounds. Also seeing things and feeling things. Aliens are out to get me, too and I am special for them. I am not suicidal by any means, but I am seriously thinking of cutting the bomb out of my neck and the nanobots which are all over my body. I am starting to become a success in life. My art is taking off and today I just found out that this pretty big pet store that has 14 stores is going to order my stuff in February and I don't want to die before then or at all, that's why I need to get it out because if I don't, (they haven't told me how powerful the bomb is) but I am thinking at least an entire state or the country will be blown up. The government is reading what I just wrote here on the boards. I didn't mean to crash the economy, I just wrote down predictions that came true. So, am I going nuts and losing my mind by going psychotic? What should I do?

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Firebird, it is a psychotic episode & you really need help. The thoughts you are having are putting you at danger of self-harm and you should call your psychiatrist or go to the hospital ASAP. Every time you post it sounds like you are suffering more & more so PLEASE get help, all your friends on this board (and admirers of your artwork) are concerned for your welfare right now. It is not something that you can deal with on your own.

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Do your parents know about all this? I know you've written that you have good relationships with them (if I remember correctly.)

Like the others said, you really, really need to get some help. This is pretty freaking nuts.

Don't under any circumstances cut yourself anywhere on your body. Get some help!

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You need to tell your caseworker and psychiatrist. If you don't get outside help you'll get to the point where you can't keep up with your business. All you need is a med change. It's no big deal. They might want you to go inpatient while it gets worked out but you'll be able to pick up right where you left off.

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