sgrrsh26 Posted February 5, 2009 Share Posted February 5, 2009 im sorry im gonna bore you. Im depressed 90 percent of the time. Fatigue causes my depression, as well as the fact that i cant socialize like i KNOW IM CAPABLE OF. once in a blue moon the "old me" comes back. Hyper, happy, energetic, quick witted and funny. Dont care what people think, and dont think what people care. I like that. then back to depression. My mind slows down. Avoid eye contact, avoid socializing. because i cant think as fast? the words just dont come as quickly? So i said doc, mabye i have some mental fatigue goin on. i space out a lot too mabye its add? ive already tried every ant depressant out there w. no luck. I need energy, and motivation! i cant take care of my hygiene! all i do is work and go home and sit around! i quit the pot, it makes me worse. so now im on focalin, i really wanted adderal. its doing nothing for the motivation, thats why im here talking to you and not hot ladies. im a good looking kid, funny, but mabye i have SAD? i dont know. Its hard for me to talk to my own parents sometimes. can anyone relate to what im saying? Is it possible im a introvert, AND an extrovert sometimes? chicks dont like that, my ex thinks im nutso. i just dont understand why i get these bursts of energy sometimes. Almost hypomanic, but i dont know. one doc sais im bipol, other sais SAD, major depressive, add, i dont know what to beleive anymore. When i have this extra energy is when im happy. when im happy is when im social. the focalin sedated me, then depressed me, then i was wired like a drank some coffee thats all. ill try adderall next but again i just wanted to see if anyone here could relate. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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