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is anyone else like me?

i want to hurt myself *down there*

cut my genitals.

i guess it must be related to the abuse/rapes

i wanted my bf to come over and do some bdsm type stuff.

but he said he was tired. which is understandable and reasonable.

sick,eh?

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sorry

love

dora

xxx

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I've done it before...twice.

No, I don't think it's sick.  Well, not to me anyway.

I did it because of childhood SA stuff.  That combined with stuff that was going on currently.

It's understandable to me.  I don't know if other people would think it was sick, but maybe that says more about them than if does about you or me.

I hope you can keep yourself safe.  If you've so far managed to not cut yourself, that's great!  Do you think you'll be able to hold off on it?  Do you think you can channel your feelings into doing something else?

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Been there.  I never cut or burned myself-- I would **** myself roughly enough to make myself bleed, with whatever tool was handy.  I'm lucky I didn't cause severe and permanent damage (I honestly don't know how I avoided it).  That was when I was 15 and 16-- after I was raped and my mother and father didn't believe it.  They were too convinced that I was just a whore.

Your bits are precious.  It's not your fault someone was bad to you.  Take care of your bits and yourself.

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