Vicky Posted July 27, 2009 Share Posted July 27, 2009 Ok, I am at work and can't stop crying. My boss gave me a slight reprimand and I pretty much went to pieces. Have been on Abilify for 5 days now, and getting more jittery each day. Had a cup of coffee before I came in which REALLY didn't help. And the reprimand was related to something I have been trying to work thru... ok i know no one really wants to hear my crap but i had recently developed a huge crush on a younger, cute coworker which took off while I was on Neurontin, and I started acting differently and buying hundreds of dollars worth of makeup which i never used to wear. My family (I am married) could tell my voice was different and I was acting strangely. I suspected some sort of hypomania even though I've never been diagnosed BP. Anyway, today I got called out for chatting w/this guy in his office too much. I am over it now pretty much, but I still want to be the guy's friend. So I was horribly embarassed and I feel like a stupid fool and I can't quit crying and I am working the reference desk at the library and I can't have a big red face! My coworkers think I'm nuts probably and I am trying to hold it together, and I don't know how I"m going to get to sleep tonight on this crappy drug... maybe take some benadryl? Or a hydrocodone (I still have some of a scrip)? Or would that combo just finish me off? I feel like an idiot for writing this but there is no one else to talk to. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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