charlie_not_chuck Posted September 21, 2009 Share Posted September 21, 2009 And if there is a way, then lemme know! I transitioned to male since my last activity on here, so my old screen name wasn't appropriate. And I need to just talk the stuff in my head out. I was watching TV with my dad when he was in the hospital and they had a thing where to help unclutter your mind, you just write everything down on sticky notes and post it on a board on the wall. I'm going to try that. Then I don't have to worry about forgetting things, either. It'll be kind of lame carrying around a sticky pad, too, but whatever. I think I might need meds again. I think I might need therapy again. I'm finally admitting this to myself after a long time wanting to stay off that stuff. I wanted to prove to myself that I could be "normal" because I really want to enlist in the Army. Apparently they only let folks with untreated mental illness in. Anyway. I'm not wanting to get angsty. I'm on a mission to make myself healthier. Weigh less. I've dropped 60 lbs in the last year, going for 100 in two years. Eventually 9% body fat or less. Then surgeries. Then I'll be happy. And if I'm not, the thought that consoles me is that I'll be able to kill myself after my parents pass away. I don't like that it makes me feel better, but I certainly couldn't do it now. But having that option in the future makes it nice. It makes me feel calmer. Much calmer. So... hello. I'm Charlie. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mudpuppy Posted September 21, 2009 Share Posted September 21, 2009 Hi Charlie. Dude, you just made my day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
olga Posted September 21, 2009 Share Posted September 21, 2009 Charlie, welcome back. Just so you know, there is no setting to change your name. If you want to do it in the future, just PM any of the administrators and they can handle it for you. Let us know if there is anything else we can do for you. olga Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
grousemouse Posted September 21, 2009 Share Posted September 21, 2009 hiya charlie. welcome back. congrats on the weightloss. i've lost a little bit and it sure does feel good. grouse. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
witchywoman Posted September 21, 2009 Share Posted September 21, 2009 Hi Charlie!! Glad to have you back! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
charlie_not_chuck Posted September 22, 2009 Author Share Posted September 22, 2009 Olga, I sent silver a pm (she was on the top of the mod forum, so I went for it, lol). And thanks to everyone else. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ophelia Posted September 22, 2009 Share Posted September 22, 2009 Olga, I sent silver a pm (she was on the top of the mod forum, so I went for it, lol). And thanks to everyone else. Silver is a moderator. You need to contact an administrator for your issue. Mods don't have certain powers. Anyway, welcome back. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Archived
This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.