DarkendHour Posted September 26, 2009 Share Posted September 26, 2009 Started out as a blog but I really need advice. My main cellphone broke itself on the 16th of September. I had my Safelink phone as backup. Only 68 minutes on it (thats what they give you each month).. so obviously its not going to last long. I TOLD my best friend this... told her I couldn't send or even read text on my main phone, told her I couldn't call out on my main phone and I could ONLY answer calls. Told her I was running out of minutes on the Safelink so I wouldn't be able to get a hold of her that way either. Finally fixed my main cellphone last night.. that was a stupid ordeal in of itself... but anyway.... the FIRST thing I did when I thought it might be working is send my best friend a text message... I know its late but i think i finally have a phone again.. Wanted 2 say hi n I love you So thats good right? My first thought when I thought the phone was fixed was to send my best friend a text.... This is what she sent me the next morning.... U ignored me in every way for 2 weeks. Sorry but I love u doesn't even begin to cover it Ok I was seeing freaking red.. if smoke could pour out of my ears it would be. So WTF am I supposed to do?????? Let me add in.... she in no way tried to get a hold of me in any other way... thus how the hell did I ignore her in every way??? I also couldn't get a hold of her... she gets mad if i send her anything on the computer because if she is sleeping it wakes her up (even random naps).. also she gets pissed if anyone shows up at her door without first calling... so.......????? I didn't even try to contact her today... I know me.... that would be a BAD idea. I really don't know what the right thing to do here is... Knowing me without some advice its going to go one of two ways, 1) I bitch her the fuck out hurting her, making her cry, making her very very upset.... I know how this goes with me, If I can make my sister shake uncontrollable and cry her eyes out and we were not even that close... I can't even begin to think of how bad I could hurt my best friend should I let this happen.... its not that I try to do this... I snap.. I literally feel a change take over me... I feel nothing but rage. 2) I make this all better, I place the blame completely on myself yet again... anything to make it better and make her not hurt. Anything to make my best friend happy, this is what I almost always do... even if I hurt for doing it, even if it causes me to cry later on... as long as she is happy thats all that matters. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know neither of these are good things to do... but for the life of me I don't know how else to handle things... in my mind there are only two options, flip out -or- put it all on me... there has GOT to be a better way... right? If it wasn't for the fact we have been best friends for 10 years and I really care about her I wouldn't be putting so much thought into this.... I just don't know what the right thing to do is. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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