skeletal.butterfly Posted November 16, 2009 Share Posted November 16, 2009 Honestly, I don't know what I have. I think I have it all in bits and pieces...if that's possible? I live near the Caspian sea. I found this place through a blog that I followed from yummyeats. I just thought that maybe I really am crazy because I was talking to someone and he told me that I had a great body over the summer and I promised him I didn't- I'm a cow. With giant C cup udders and everything. Then he showed me a video of these three tiny young women and I thought they were some of his familyy or friends (in a park)...one of the girls' head wasn't showing, but her body was and she looked like she was 105 lbs? totally thin and flat all around (no breasts either!) with these gray skin tight jeans and her arms were like...my wrists. It was me. But, other than that, I just wanted to intro myself. Say hello. I feel like I'm trying really hard to be normal right now, so goodnight. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beetle Posted November 16, 2009 Share Posted November 16, 2009 Hi and welcome. I'm no doctor but if I'm reading your post right then you're saying you have some body dysmorphic disorder going on? I could be totally wrong. Please tell me if I am. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raquin Posted November 16, 2009 Share Posted November 16, 2009 Welcome, hope you like it here! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mudpuppy Posted November 16, 2009 Share Posted November 16, 2009 Hello and welcome to CB. I hope you find the support you're looking for. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
olga Posted November 16, 2009 Share Posted November 16, 2009 Welcome to CB, from a D-cupper to a C-cupper. Be sure to PM a mod if you have a concern, and check out the ED forum when you get a chance. I hope you like it here. olga Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
skeletal.butterfly Posted November 16, 2009 Author Share Posted November 16, 2009 beetle- Hmmm. Sounds like a keeper, that one. I was wearing a size 0-2 USA but I saw myself as a size 12. I wondered why men would look and women all commented on how small I had gotten? I'm tall too,5'8, for my culture (most girls here are petite). I thought people were just being polite- which they do all the time. Olga. Mudpuppy. Raquin. Thanks. I can't wait to delve in here a bit further. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mudpuppy Posted November 16, 2009 Share Posted November 16, 2009 Size 2 and you feel fat? Yep, I'd say that points towards BDD. I'd seek out some therapy so you can become comfortable in your skin. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
skeletal.butterfly Posted November 22, 2009 Author Share Posted November 22, 2009 I thought I might learn a little more before I do that. It's a pretty big step for me, therapy that is. I'll take it all in one shot, I'd rather. In my mind, I think it would be much more organized if I could get all my problems together and THEN dump them on the therapist/pdoc. hah. Thanks again. *off to the boards* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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