LiquidDiamondz Posted December 22, 2009 Share Posted December 22, 2009 I'm a new member on here. I was searching to make sure the prednisone they prescribed my fiance for his bronchitis was a good idea (and it sortof is, sortof isn't) and stumbled onto this site. "crazyboards" seemed very appropriate for ME! Let's see, I have varying types of crazy to dish out. I'm social phobic/agoraphobic - I actually like having friends, but, I don't have any right now. Mainly because of the social phobic / agoraphobic thing. I have PTSD (or something similar) from both sexual abuse for years as a child and more recently I (and I think people with PTSD in the first place are predisposed to developing PTSD-like feelings after less traumatic things) gave birth and I feel that was traumatic. So much so I've vowed if I ever give birth again it will NOT be in a hospital and it will NOT be with the prescence of anyone besides my fiance and (BIG maybe) maybe a doula. I'm also obsessed with everything birth and have joined online groups about natural birth and obsess over the research and information about it. I have addiction issues. I like to drink a wee bit too much - okay I'll say it - I'm an alcoholic - but LUCKILY for my kid I quit drinking my 4-10 drinks per night at the drop of a pregnancy positive sign. lol. Am an alcoholic though. I would be addicted to other stuff but I'm too poor and I am too afraid to try anything else because I know I'd get into it too. I don't know what you call this but I'm a chronic failure. I get involved in things and do really well at them for a while. Then for some reason I get bored with it or it starts to make me really anxious for unknown reasons and so I create weird/terrible scenarios to get out of it. Highschool, two colleges, a nursing program.. I've only been hospitalized once, surprisingly. And don't mention "see a doctor" to me. I've seen too many of those and they are beyond annoying. Anyway, that's my crazy. Me in general: I'm a 23 year old mommy to one 10 month old son and I'm engaged. I live in the boonies and I love my mom, cats, son, fiance, music, and the internet. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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