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Some people say I am charming some say I am very conniving and manipulative,smart. I tend to lack remorse and I hate to follow the rules and end up breaking them. I have no desire of making friends and being sociable is also what I hate. I am fine by myself. I can also be mentally unstable and have anger thoughts plus suicide. But suicide I don't act on it and thoughts of self harm maybe I might act out on that I know in the past I od myself. Having stormy relationships. I can be cold and distant. I can be charming when I want something. I know this may be crazy but I got a major personality issue. I don't trust others and I look out for anyone who will be poking into my affairs. I tend to be secretive and introverted. I don't know if my doctor will fine or care to tell me I might have a personality issue of any of the disorders. I try not to diagnose myself but it is hard cause I end up acting out on it. I can tend to be selfish and lacking empathy. I also have self-love issues thinking they aren't better as I am and everyone should live up to my standards. I don't know what I have but its pretty much bugging me and my doctor might not believe me. Other issues is I tend to want to be alone then to be with a company of people. I don't know whats wrong with me but I would like to know by my doctor if she can be a help but she probably won't do any good. I tend to get violent verbally,mentally and physically. I also have anger issues if I forgot to mention this. There's no way I can figure thi out on my own cause of my complusive lying. I might say sorry just to get out of trouble and show no concern for the victim and sometimes I play the victim and become dramatic. I was bullied constantly when I was at school. I don't feel any shame of hurting people mentally,verbally or physically like I said lack of remorse. Some say I am attention seeking looking for attention I just think thats bullshit. Sometimes I do seek people but only when I want too. usually I end up pushing them away.Plus I am always unfaithful never follow though my promises.

P.S: I'm just screwed up in my head who wants to know what is wrong with me and the truth

P.P.S: If you know anything about this and you can help me to step up to the plate and tell me what I need to do then I'll do it thank you for your time

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Obviously, we can't diagnose you here. But, fwiw, reading your post I kept thinking about anti-social personality disorder.

Are you currently working with a pdoc or tdoc? If not, that would definitely be a good place to start.

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I'm also getting strong anti-social PD vibes, but like we said, we aren't doctors. If you are really concerned, if things are so out of control, you need to find a pdoc or tdoc, preferably one with experience with personality disorders. The average clinical psychologist is more accustomed to mood disorders.

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