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What are the main things you're paranoid about?

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-that people can read my thoughts - particularly embarrassing thoughts

-that I can influence events with my thoughts, and that bad thoughts will make terrible things happen

-that people are judging me

-that people think I'm hideous and are laughing at me b/c of it

-that people think I'm "easy" or a slut (I'm not at all)

-that I will never reach any of my goals

-that my friends laugh about me behind my back

-that my friends secretly hate me

-that the police are monitoring me

that people are talking about me

that child protection is out to get me

that the government is out to get me

that people think I'm crazy

that people think I'm a drunk just cuz I'm Indian when really it's cuz I'm just a drunk. lol

that men only want me for one thing and couldn't possibly really like me

that my kids hate me

that my exhusband and his girlfriend are out to get me (but they DO throw me under the bus a lot)

that people on my social networking sites are really someone else looking for information on me (my ex's girlfriend actually HAS posed as someone else and done this! Psycho tramp!)

that I am dying of some silent illness

paranoid about my grandma dying...trying to 'foresee' it before it happens so it won't affect me as bad.

that I have every psychiatric disorder under the sun

that my medication is making me crazy

I canNOT look people in the eye when I talk to them. Just can.not.do.it.

A million other things but I'm all paranoided out for the day.

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That people have cameras installed in my bathroom and are watching me.

People that walk past me are going to hurt me.

If I walk into a dark room there could be people in there waiting for me.

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That I'm lazy

That everything wrong with my life is my fault

That my problems are not real and that I am self-indulgently making them up

That I've wasted/am wasting my life

That I won't ever be able to get my life under control

That I am weak for not taking control of things

That I will lose all my independence with a major break down

That I won't have any one to take care of me if that happens

That I will make my partner tired and miserable by being such a burden, and ruin his dreams and that he will grow to resent me or leave me

That I will never feel worthy or as good as other people

That I will keep getting fatter and become so ugly i won't be able to exist in my skin any longer

That I will never be under control enough to work or have a proper career

That I will never be successful and make the most of my intelligence and capabilities because of MI/weakness

That people see me as a failure

That my children will see me as a failure

That people can see how freaked out I am half the time. (I don't think they can, oh crap I hope they can't)

That people think I'm fat and ugly and pathetic

That I come across as awkward and sad

That I will pass my defective qualities onto children and give them low self esteem through my example

That I will never be financially secure and always be the "poor kid" I was as a child

That I am inherently defective in some way I can't really understand but that others sense

That I will become very ill and realise how all this MI crap was a total waste and that I should have tried harder to have a good life when I had the chance

Edited by beetroot

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my godkids dying

my parents dying

being broke

leaving the house with both of my parents

food

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That everyone knows my business (neighbors)

That everyone judges me (neighbors)

That people gossip about me (neighbors)

That family knows I'm on here & are reading these posts

Wtf should I care? God, I need to have 0 neighbors, I suppose

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That there are microphones in my house.

That the police are following me

That my phone is tapped

Meeting anyone from my old life on the street

That my internet is monitored (Hello intelligence people!)

Anything social

HIV

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cops. i fucking hate cops. i have never had so much as a traffic ticket. but the way i see it is the cops are henchmen for the US governement, which is the worlds best organized crime group, their main MO is to control the population and me. they will frame me, trick me, manipulate me, the justice system will fail me because it is not in my favor. it is in their favor. we are all being duped. freedom and all that bullshit is an illusion.

i fucking hate authority. there are two groups. Us and Them. if you havent gotten invited to the "them" meeting on how to control and fuck up the "us's" then you are an us and you are being framed and your life is a waste. i am a pawn to these religious fuckers. but guess what shithead....youre not taking me! i WILL defeat you. everybody who holds any public office is a subhuman. trying to fuck me? fuck you!

and i also feel like a strain on other people and that im just a burden to them and that i dont deserve being around them and that they hate me.

oh and also that i am destined to die young.

Edited by Robosapien

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That I'm lazy

That everything wrong with my life is my fault

That I've wasted/am wasting my life

That I won't ever be able to get my life under control

That I am weak for not taking control of things

That I will lose all my independence with a major break down

That I won't have any one to take care of me if that happens

That I will make my partner tired and miserable by being such a burden, and ruin his dreams and that he will grow to resent me or leave me

That I will never feel worthy or as good as other people

That people see me as a failure

That people can see how freaked out I am half the time. (I don't think they can, oh crap I hope they can't)

That people think I'm fat and ugly and pathetic

That I come across as awkward and sad

That I am inherently defective in some way I can't really understand but that others sense

how the hell did you get inside my head? i took out the lines that didn't apply to me (i have no children, just stepkids).

i also worry that i will lose my job (working with kids and having as little contact with adults as possible) because i take too many days off--anticipatory anxiety making me throw up, i take off....i can't stop crying, i take off....scared to death to leave the house, i take off. etc, you get the point.

i'm afraid i will be sent to the psych ward again.

that i see and feel the world so different from anyone else that no one can understand what i say or the point i'm trying to get across; and conversely i can't understand them.

that i'm getting worse each day and developing more mental illnesses

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Ah - could have written a lot of these things myself!

Recurring crap for me -

Everyone hates me, either outright or secretly

People think I'm stupid

People are judging me

S.O. is cheating & everyone knows but won't tell me

S.O. hates me & talks bad about me with everyone else that secretly hates me - which is everyone

My family doesn't really like me, but merely tolerate me

That I actually am stupid & no one has the heart to tell me (seems I think people are conspiring against me!)

That I will think I'm being irrational & not actually be irrational (does that make sense?)

That I'll never accomplish anything

I will lose everything

Pedestrians might jump in front of my moving vehicle

I'll kill someone in an accident

Someone with road rage will kill me on the highway

Someone suicidal will slam their vehicle into mine or one nearby to take everyone around them out in a blaze of glory

That no one takes me seriously

No one really thinks my jokes are funny

Other people want my S.O to leave me

Everyone sees all my faults

People think I'm ugly & only tell me I'm pretty so I don't find out that I'm a deformed weirdo

That I'm either much crazier, or not as crazy as I think...

Wow - quite a list - and I'm sure I missed a few!

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I am/was in love with a woman, and falling in love for me means lots of hypomania, paranoia and ultimately deep depression for me. The thoughts I had this time were:

- She's wearing a ring, so that must be her wedding ring

- She's pregnant

- She's afraid of me

Other thoughts I normally have:

- People are staring at me because my clothes are messy

- People are deliberately having fun without me

- Everyone is better than me (though perhaps this is more related to low self-esteem)

- Every woman wants to get married and start a family right away, and if want to start slowly I'll hurt their feelings

- My roommate doesn't clean the house to upset me, or to force me to do it

- No one believes I'm mentally ill

- I'll die of a heart attack before 40

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I get paranoid:

That people at uni think I am stupid.

That my family think I am stupid.

That I actually am stupid.

That my diagnoses are not right; in reality I am just stupid, lazy and could be like everyone else if I tried harder.

That my psychs/doctors dread me coming to see them.

That people at uni will find out what I have written on the internet.

That people nearby speaking in another language are saying horrible things about me.

That I will catch a virus or something from touching the computers at uni, also from people coughing or sneezing near me.

That something bad will happen to my best friend.

That my mum will get Alzheimer's, any other illness or pass away (I know something will eventually happen, I am just really dreading it and just writing this makes me paranoid it will happen sooner).

That I will get some sort of disfigurement that will make me more noticeable.

That I will lose control in public (throw up, have a seizure, have an uncontrollable meltdown, etc.).

There is actually more than I thought there would be.

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Prepare to roll on your floor or any comfy spot to laugh your arse off:

the new world order, fema camps, rfid chips and satanic elitistis....I am so scared and have been since 2008ish I have zero friends now, complete dysthymia etc.

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-That people think im ugly

-That people think I must smell or somthing because im fat

-That people dont like me

-That If I get too happy about something bad things will happen, like I will jinx it or something

-That my boyfriend is not physically attracted to me (even though he says that he is)

-That my family would be better off without me , I feel like I cause them a great deal of stress in their old age and I figure I would be better to them dead then alive , just to take away their stress

-Everytime someone laughs in public I feel like they are laughing at me

-Im paranoid about people staring me straight in the face , i hate it

-Im paranoid about unexpected and univited guest showing up at my doorstep

-Im paranoid about running into old friiends and trying to make small talk

-I hate it when I have to stop at a red light and there is a car right next to me, I feel like they are staring me down

-Im paranoid about people touching my phone

Edited by AmplifiedHeart

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I'm paranoid someone will break into my apartment and just move things around, so it is a statement of some sort that someone was there, but nothing big taken enough to call the police.

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