spider in the stream Posted September 25, 2010 Share Posted September 25, 2010 Hi my name is Raymond. Though i can ramble on about whats been up lately, all i seem to remember is, I grew up in California, Im 23 years old. Ive been on medication since 2005. Depacote1500mg and Zyprexa20mg at first when my bother died and i was halucinating, hearing vioces, paranoid, and depressed as timed seemed to stand still feeling alone. That no one could relate with what had happened. My brother Aaron was 15 and drowned in a gulch a block away from my house by a 20 year old. Now, five years later and i know hes in a better place. I miss him alot though while still dealing but healing from my brothers death. Im taking Zyprexa10 and Lexapro5mg. As of 9-24-10, im living life alot better. Night and Day, with turning my life around keeping sober. I moved out of my parents house. June 8th and have been pretty progressive with my behavior. I went to Spirit West Coast, (a Christian music festival.) I tried to get on stage because i talked to the stage cordinator the day before telling him my story and he was going to try and get me on. I was ready to give my testimony of my brother and sing a song on the giutar. The stage cordinator could get me on stage because it was full. I got to share my song after the show though with this really cool guy Dave, the band leader of G Force Three. I know in a way, Aarons left behing his giutar because he taught me chords on his black yamaha electric giutar and amp. Its been an unforgetable summer playing the guitar. Im trying to stick with my meds and not look back because i want to create more memories of what lies ahead and continue living life in the fullest learning and growing. Im also getting exercise palying Adult League Ice Hockey that ive played for 10 years. I enjoy the game and am learining to have fun again though its been two years since i last played, and i would like to just stay in shape. Well thats a little bit of my life, Any questions Feel free to comment my profile. I would like to Thank my land lord Rod and the guys at SLE,the boys, My Family, Mom, Dad, Brother JAson, Aaron, Jose Sister Sarah, Ana Niest Angel, Nephews Kim and Anthony, Tim, Grandma Helga. Uncle Andy. and people like you for giving the time of day. Thanks Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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