bethany Posted October 13, 2010 Share Posted October 13, 2010 I'm Bethany and I'm 17. depression, panic disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, self-injurer. 150 mg zoloft, 60 mg buspar, xanax. I've been depressed for about 3 years but didn't tell anyone until last year when I started having panic attacks and got really sick. I was having at least one a day, sometimes an hour long (I know, all the literature says panic attacks usually last a few minutes and rarely more than 30), I was cutting, very sad, generally wanted to die. This summer I got a lot better but I'm still having issues with cutting. I've "quit" a thousand times before and it usually lasts a few weeks until something happens and then I start again. It's gotten a lot worse the past week or so and I know I need to stop. That's some bad stuff, here's some good: I'm in my last year of high school, I'm a dancer--mostly ballet-- i love animals, i'm an artist--mainly painting--and i'm pretty smart. It's really weird to write about myself like this, but oh well. Thanks for reading! Bethany Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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