crzybtch79 Posted December 10, 2010 Share Posted December 10, 2010 I'm a 31 yr old female, and a victim of that horrible depression monster that took me on a wild fu@ked up ride for the last 5 years. I guess it started out with the pregnancy of my youngest son. I have 2 boys, 14 & 5. went into severe postpartum depression and I guess it didn't go away cause its still creeping around a little. I have been on the biggest roller coaster of my life that included different psychs, at least 5 different anti depressants including zoloft, lexapro, effexor, prozac, and wellbutrin. I was put on xanax and became a complete mess. Checked myself into rehab for xanax, alcoholism, and cocaine addiction all while raising my kids. I have smashed cars, cheated, lied, and well i was just a fu@ked up mess. For over a year now, i am nearly sober (I'm no angel) though. I will tell you a little more in an updated thread. I am now taking daily 30mg of adderall 150 mg Wellbutrin XL 0.5-2 mg of clonzepam (rarely but when needed) I sometimes only take .25 mg during the day I barely need it anymore I have been slowly turning back into the person I used to be. (energetic, happy, motivated) Still have a loooong way to go. I would love to meet and swap stories with similar people Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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