dragoneats Posted February 15, 2011 Share Posted February 15, 2011 Well I had thearpy on monday and we went to a dark place. We spoke about the sex with payment and she wasn't shocked but sad with I still don't understand. I think she was sad as I was forced, and havn't really thought about it. It felt werid speaking about mike (ex). She said that I need to find someone who would love/adore me which is a werid one for me to deal with. That I still have feeling for him, which is true .I have never felt someone who has adored me, well i though mike did. I still don't know tbh. It a confusing process for me, and bring up a lot of things. She said that she worried it can cause the self harm to get worse, it hasn't if anything it has gotton better. We spoke about me and man that i seem to take the role of the carer and that I tad to give myself to them, without wanting anything in return. All of this is very true.I want to say that i own you a big thanks for saying i should tell her about the paid sex thing. I passed all my modules for uni last term D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SashaSue Posted February 15, 2011 Share Posted February 15, 2011 I'm so glad you were able to talk to your therapist about all this. It sounds like it went really well. And congrats on your school results! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dragoneats Posted February 15, 2011 Author Share Posted February 15, 2011 it was, i was close to tears afterwards and she told me that she wants to help me, and that i can trust her. I belive her. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tymps Posted February 15, 2011 Share Posted February 15, 2011 First, congrats on passing the modules! Second: congrats on finding the strength to talk to her about this! I'm sure it was very difficult. It's great that you have a therapist you can trust and feel comfortable with. It's wonderful to hear that you're slowing working on your issues. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dragoneats Posted February 15, 2011 Author Share Posted February 15, 2011 it a wonderul feeling and I think I own that to crazyboards, so here a bit thanks. I hope so, I want to get rid of my depression if I can...who knows. The next issue is getting over the ex which is the harder part Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crtclms Posted February 15, 2011 Share Posted February 15, 2011 I am so glad you discussed this with your t-doc. That took courage. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anna Posted February 16, 2011 Share Posted February 16, 2011 Good for you for being honest and I'm glad you got the reception that you should have and deserved from your tdoc. congrats on school as well! Anna Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dragoneats Posted February 18, 2011 Author Share Posted February 18, 2011 thank you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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