When I'm Not Myself Posted March 30, 2011 Share Posted March 30, 2011 Hi. I just kind of stumbled across this place and I'm still trying to figure everything else. I'm a little crazy which is why I'm here, but I have a good sense of humor about it most of the time. I don't know what my specific diagnosis is. I've been to counseling but they never really told me. I've suffered with depression and suicidal thoughts on and off ever since I was little, like around 7 or so. I can remember being little and sitting in my room hitting my head against the metal frame of my bed thinking that if I only hit it hard enough I would die. I have low self-esteem (but I am working on it!!!) and I struggled with cutting since the 7th grade. I used to scratch my arms and hit my head against things ever since I can remember though. I don't know why. I have a wonderful family who loves me very much. But crazy problems run in my family so maybe its some sort of genetic thing. I also have a lot of anxiety over things and I've been having a lot of panic attacks within the last couple of years. I have also recently developed this nice little nervous twitch that makes me look just as insane as I feel. I started going to counseling about 2 years ago and it helped but then I moved and stopped. I wan't to go back because I'm still having a lot of problems with my thoughts. I havent cut in 9 months but I really really want to. Trying to practice self control though. Those are my problems. Besides that I am a pretty cool person. I love movies. Inception, Breakfast on Pluto, Harry Potter, and yes Twilight are all big favs of mine I love music...obsessed with Adele at the moment I love the office. I like looking at the Toy section in stores. I love coloring books. I think Karaoke is the greatest invention. I squeeze toothpaste from the middle. and I prefer my bed umade. Thats all I can think of. NIce to meet you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mynameisiforgot Posted March 30, 2011 Share Posted March 30, 2011 Welcome Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrazyCatLady Posted March 30, 2011 Share Posted March 30, 2011 Welcome to CB! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tryp Posted March 30, 2011 Share Posted March 30, 2011 Welcome - congrats on nine months of not cutting. That's a big deal. Read the rules when you get a chance, and feel free to PM a mod or admin if you have any questions. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bluelikejazz Posted March 30, 2011 Share Posted March 30, 2011 Welcome! I like adele and I secretly like Twilight (don't tell anybody) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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