fourinone Posted April 28, 2011 Share Posted April 28, 2011 I suck at this kinda newbie stuff. I'm Adam I've been diagnosed with depression in high school after a suicide attempt, went off the meds as soon as the court-order expired because I couldn't keep up in school even to my normal level. I was born with hydrocephalus (look it up if you don't know >.>) and cerebral palsy (its mild, i can walk, just get tightness in my muscles and have weakness elsewhere). Went through 4 surgeries by the time i was 3, and the GP i had didn't bother to run an autism screening,. I am 199% sure I fall somewhere between mild to moderate autism. A rocky home and school life led to at least one alter forming as a result of physical abuse and severe emotional abuse in childhood. I was the smart kid in school with leg braces and no friends once my only friend moved away. Thus I was a favored target of humiliation by two classmates and my third grade teacher. I first noticed Hunter around seven years old. There was always a little kid around too, he came to be known as Mischa. After my suicide attempt, another alter was formed, Hailey. There have been others I've been told, but these are the main four. Hailey is around 5-7, Mischa is around 3-4. Hunter is 30-ish. Recently, after a breakup of a year-long long-distance relationship, I have spiraled further into deep depression. I was able to secure two counseling appointments in successive weeks, but was unable to get one for three weeks after that until I called and was able to get a slot tomorrow afternoon due to a cancellation. The stress of going back on Prozac and a still-rotten homelife caused me to lash out in an uncontrolled fit of whining to several friends which caused four friends to basically tell me to go to hell. I am unemployed, unskilled. had to drop out of college due to my CP symptoms worsening. I was able to get a temporary job at walmart but couldn't handle that stress either. After breaking up with me, I found out that my ex had basically lied to me about being okay with my issues. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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