PetSoundsFan Posted May 31, 2011 Share Posted May 31, 2011 Hi. Umm...never really thought I'd join a discussion forum related to my...umm..."issue." Rather, I'd just root around band sites or whatever...and yet here I am. Initially, when I was younger, I was diagnosed as having anxiety disorder...then a shrink decided I was depressed all the time (no kidding?!) and put me on welbutrin, lexapro and zoloft...all at the same time. I felt completely coked out of my gourd. I stopped seeing him and spent the last bunch of years self-medicating. Now I'm seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist. The reality is that I'm a rapid cycling bi polar with psychotic tendencies...suicidal thoughts, cutting, delusions etc and I'm an insomniac. I'm currently taking lamictal, depacote, abilify and temazepam in order to get me to sleep through the night. I'm a guy in my thirties and one of the things that is driving me batty about this whole thing is that I feel so teenage girlish admitting that I'm a bipolar cutter...does anyone know what I mean? I'm not putting down teenage girls by any means and I don't mean to trigger anyone, god know...it's just that I've never met another guy who cut himself or abused himself the way I have. Anyway...that's my piece for now. The site looks promising. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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