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So my psychiatrist and I decided to start me on Lamictal about 2 months ago for BP2, and due to my just fabulous panic attacks and freaky stress levels, he also gave me klonopin to take as needed- nothing too major, .5mg. So at my first follow up appointment with him 3 weeks later, I told him the klonopin weren't really all that grand, and I remembered liking lorazepam which had once been prescribed to me by my PCP before my diagnosis (just 2 pills- ever) for a really scary dentist appointment. He shrugged and said I could totally have that instead. Well, now I know why. It's not nearly as effective as the klonopin for me in terms of calming me the heck down when I'm overwhelmed with stress and anxiety. But now here's the problem: I'm afraid to tell him i want the klonopin back because I am terrified he's going to think I'm a junkie or something! I feel like such a loser. Is it okay to ask him for the klonopin again? I was originally given just 30 .5mg tablets, and 9 weeks later i still have 3 left, so I know I'm not a junkie or anything... Maybe I've just watched too many ER episodes, and I worry that everyone is a junkie or lying. What do you guys think? and how should I ask?! My appt is tomorrow!

THANKS!!!

L

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A lot of docs prefer klonopin over the other benzos anyway. You should not have a problem. Just explain to him that you've now tried the other benzos and k controls your sx better This really should not be a big deal.

anna

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I feel the same. I’ve discussed my past drug use and abuse (never benzos) with my pdoc, and as a result, I’m reluctant to discuss dosage increases or med changes as they relate to them, the benzos. I was originally prescribed lorazepam, and in worked well, but a bit too spiky. It came on strong, great for acute panic attacks, but wore off just as quickly. I occasionally suffer from sudden onset attacks, but my real problem is an ever present, more generalized mid-grade anxiety. We discussed this, and she switched me to clonazepam – a much better fit – however, now I’m in need of a dose increase – I’m taking .5 twice a day at the moment. She recently upped my Cymbalta from 60 to 90 mgs – this is the second increase, and with each one, my anxiety ratchets up a bit (plus, I’m 6’3, 240 pounds with the constitution of a rhino, so, I often require a little bit more than the average dose).

I’m seeing her this afternoon, and it’s on my list of subjects to discuss, but I will do so reluctantly because of the stigma attached to benzos.

End of rant.

Report back and let us know how it goes, please.

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My doc isn't a benzo doc, but he was perfectly fine with me asking for a benzo. He didn't think I was a junkie. And shit, he prescribed one of my choosing. No biggie. Worst they can say is no.

It's always good to ask for what you want. You pay their paycheck. So long as you're polite and respectful, it shouldn't be an issue.

Hope your appointment went well.

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