Sonax Posted July 13, 2011 Share Posted July 13, 2011 Hello who ever is reading this. First i don't blog, or even really text. In the sense that i don't have time and also personal I think people who tweet, Facebook, and blog their every thought or event are just a little full of themselves, but here i and writing to who ever will take the time of their day to read some noob introduction, full of grammar mistakes and bad spelling. Well, who the heck am i am? I'm someone, who is one grade, inch, speed, thought, love, and anything that involves being too short in life. Life for me is a joke, I struggle every step i take, push myself, and go to the limits to only be just a little short in life. I had so many times seen my dreams, wishes, goals come so close, but like a said life is just a cruel joke. I'm someone who is chemically stable, in every sense in the world. There is nothing wrong, with me mentally or physically. Just Normal. I'm going to a Jr college, planing on transferring to a UC in two years. My GPA is only 3.1. I know I'm a smart person, but just smart. I still don't know what i want to do in life. I have no personal goal, purpose, nor plan. Just floating, lost. I'm not Depress, nor do i have depression. No thoughts of killing myself, not bipolar, not anything. I'm the person in the background watching the world with all it's pain, hate, love, confusion thinking am i really from here? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sonax Posted July 13, 2011 Author Share Posted July 13, 2011 And also, i have been cutting,burning, anything involving a sharp point everyday (nearly) for 12 years. And the people who know are you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Vapourware Posted July 13, 2011 Share Posted July 13, 2011 Hi and welcome to the boards. I find it interesting that you see yourself as a "normal" person, yet you decided to register here. It is also not normal for people to be self-harming, like you are doing, and for the length of time you have been doing. I get the sense from your post that you are, if not depressed, then at least quite unhappy in some sense. Being mentally ill is a spectrum, and being mentally ill doesn't necessarily mean that people are not functional. Tryp, above me for instance, is going to medical school. There are quite a few other professionals who are on the forum, university students, graduate students, etc. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tryp Posted July 13, 2011 Share Posted July 13, 2011 Welcome. Although you consider yourself "normal" I hope that we have something to offer you. We do have a fairly active section on self-harm. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sonax Posted July 13, 2011 Author Share Posted July 13, 2011 Yes strange to call myself normal. the reasons (note i have only looked up online and in my psyh classes) people cut themselves aren't the reason i started and are doing now. I have been self-harming for a long time, the reason i started wasn't because i felt numb, upset, or in a need of control. For the most part i find myself normal, other than the self-harm which i have like i said been doing for a long time. Its like the dark side of my moon. I have gone to professionals, therapies, and even school nurses and told every part of my life other than the self harm, and all said that OK, normal, fine and so forth. So i though, maybe i could finally stop. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Vapourware Posted July 13, 2011 Share Posted July 13, 2011 It might be helpful for you to go back to therapy again and this time discuss the self harm. In order to stop the self harm, it is important to deal with the core reasons of what is motivating you. The point of going to see professionals is to discuss your issues. If you don't tell them, then they're obviously not going to know and will say that you are "okay". Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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