mindsigh Posted July 23, 2011 Share Posted July 23, 2011 Hi. I'm new here and not sure quite what I'm doing. Maybe just coping with insomnia on a friday night. ;P Anywa... Let me just begin at the beginning. My first "auditory hallucination" was at age 8. I started hearing voices that were mean and critical but I also heard nice things once in a while too. It was few and far between until age 18 when I actually started seeing what appeared to be spirits standing around my bed having a meeting. Only now I could see them but not hear them. As the years went on I had several more visions that became increasingly personal and interactive. It was as though they were discovering me discovering them. I was given messages about people and events and how I should behave. Some warnings came true and some helpful hints paid off. I've had about 5 near death experiences which may be the cause of this happening. I've also met several "psychics" throughout the years who confirm what I experience to be a spiritual phonomenon. I only started to think I was really crazy when I was attacked by demons that I could see and hear and feel. They tortured me for a year relentlessly until I got "saved" by Jesus and then ran them off by reading the bible and knowing my rights. I had to memorize scripture and spew it at them to overpower their lies. Finally, I guess I believed them away. It's been about 4 years since then and I only hear two distinctive voices now so I feel it is managed although I have insomnia and intense social anxiety plagued with thought broadcasting. I think this might be PTSD from dealing with the persecution. Does anyone know anything about that??? I do still dream vividly and it's hard to tell if I'm awake or sleeping sometimes because I'm so aware of my surroundings (the bed, the ceiling, the room, etc). Anyway, I'm happy to have a place to "vent" and feel not so all alone for once. If anyone knows anything about PTSD and how to deal with the thought broadcasting I would love to hear about it. Thanks for being here. God bless! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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