Damik Posted September 30, 2011 Share Posted September 30, 2011 I don't know why I did it, but I fucked up tonight. When I went to bed I knew that I wasn't going to sleep and I thought to myself when four o'clock rolls around I'm going to have to cancel because I just won't be up to subbing for a bunch of second graders. I don't know why I didn't sleep, I don't believe that I really tried or I wouldn't be here at 4:30 am with no job in the morning. And he's going to be so mad at me. 'Cause now when I do shit like this I'm not just failing me I'm failing the whole family. I mean I punished myself, of course. But that isn't enough because that doesn't change the fact that I screwed up and let him down. I don't know why I just didn't sleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
notfred Posted September 30, 2011 Share Posted September 30, 2011 I see you take Restoril, what would of happened if you added a Klonapin ? I find benzos are good for when you just can't sleep/your regular meds are not working. The other thing i like about them is that I can take them late at night/early in the morning if i can't sleep. nf Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scatty Posted October 1, 2011 Share Posted October 1, 2011 Not sleeping is one of my first mood symptoms. Is there any way your pdoc could add a sleep med? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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