Jae Posted October 13, 2011 Share Posted October 13, 2011 Hey, I am 18 Jae is what people call me and I am a girl. I could say soo much, but I will resist the temptation and cut to the "so-called" chase. I live in Alaska, (coldest place in winter, no nighttime in summer) and my main problem is dreaded Depression, the major kind that has no reason or cause. I'd say I have been this was since I was 9, so HALF of my life. I also have really bad anxiety, which when depression and anxiety get together they have a party at my expense. I think one of the most interesting things about me is my depression is really severe, but I am highly functional. it's like I seperate my lives, during the day I kinda depersonalize, and at night I have a scream match with myself. I have been on lot's of meds, and so far the only breakthrough I have had is I have no tolerance for SSRI's they either make me hostile or suicidal. So I am still trying to get through this, but I try not to think about it since being alive tomorrow is going to be a great accomplishment in and of itself, thanks! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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