Goddessegold123 Posted October 14, 2011 Share Posted October 14, 2011 Hello board world. My names Mally and I'm an 18 year old female from Wisconsin. (Its cold, dont come here) I don't really feel like i belong here yet. Everyone says they've been dealing with their problems since they were 9 or 11 or 13. I was just diagnosed with ADHD and Panic disorder this year. I've been having anxiety problems since i was in 3rd grade but when all you have is your dad, he doesnt seem to notice. When i was in 3rd grade my mom needed a liver transplant. we didnt think shed make it but she did. we got lucky. from then on ive been stoic. my mom needed so much help functioning for about 2 years after her surgery that i had to be the mom. i couldnt let things affect me. i still cant. my dad taught me that crying is weak, being sad is weak, giving in is weak, talking about my feelings is weak. ive been self injuring since 8th grade. no one noticed till last year. i was a pro at stoic. now im here giving everything to everyone. i dont care if im weak anymore. i want to get better. so if you want to ask me anything, if you need support, a friend, im here. because i want someone to be here for me too. <3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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