niveK Posted May 2, 2012 Share Posted May 2, 2012 hello ya'll. i am niveK. i use to be a ..well i guess i still am, a musician in the sf bay area. i say use to cuz i feel i have lost my passion for music making. i stumbled over this page and wanted to be a part of it. i was DXed with bi-po a few months back after a hell of a year trying to figure out just what the hell was wrong with me. i checked myself into a psych ward for a bit and am trying to sercure SSA disibility so i can deal with my issues. i want to be able to return to work one day and be who i was a year ago. i was first RXed valproic acid, and when that failed to help, divalproex sod er <both depakote> and now, as of yesterday, abilify. that was last one is scary to me...the side effects mostly. my mate of 10 years told me that she has been thinking about leaving me from all this, and that fills me with much dread. i spent this morning in bed pounding my head and crying from all the crazy in my head. so this is a odd intro, but yah..thats it in a nut shell. ill be around... n Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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