Daydreamer here

[Rae-Rae]

Hi. 34 yr old mom to 3 boys. A couple of months ago my "moderate" drinking got out of control so I decided to quit and get help for my mental eccentricities. I've known for yrs I have a tendency to self medicate too much. Got diagnosed with GAD, then after some soul searching I brought up that I probably have ADD and sure enough that's the root of my issues. Even in kindergarten teachers were complaining that I was bright but did way too much daydreaming, just staring out window.

I'm currently on Lexapro and Ativan, haven't taken the leap to anything for the ADD but I'm considering asking for a non stim first, Strattera most likely. I love my coffee but the idea of a stimulant makes me very nervous. Speed was never a favorite for me in my younger wilder days. I know the point is focus and not that high feeling but I wouldn't want that anxious feeling even once, I've just started to get a hold of my anxiety through lexapro.

Anyways, that's me. I've been lurking for awhile and this place has been a big help so far.

[dedoubt]

Welcome to CB!

I take a stimulant for ADD, and it doesn't make me feel wired like speed (I'm not sure what kind you were talking about, but meth made me very tense). On the contrary, I feel very relaxed and calm. Adderall XR is the best anti-anxiety med I've ever had.

[rowan77]

Hi there and welcome to CrazyBoards!!!!!

[olga]

Welcome to Crazyboards! I'm glad you're here. You did a great thing, getting a handle on the drinking and going for help with your MI issues.

Read the rules when you have time and enjoy your stay.

olga

[Josieshs]

Welcome

[hallowedink]

Welcome to CB!

[Rae-Rae]

Thanks everyone!

Dedoubt I'm still mulling it over. I haven't completely ruled out stimulants, maybe a low dose would help me out. I'm a sahm so it's not something that gets in my way right now. If something would help me organize my thoughts and house it would be great. My son take concerta, he does well on that.