Ahndou Posted May 19, 2012 Share Posted May 19, 2012 Hi, my name is Ahndou. I'm 28, and a freeter, working two part-time jobs and living with my parents. My mother is currently in hospice, and that is making me emotionally upset right now. I am currently re-applying for SSI, but I do want to work some day, hopefully utilizing my M.A. I've had to deal with a misdiagnosis of Asperger's Syndrome/Autism since I was 16, and it has greatly negatively impacted my life. To top that off, my psychosis was ignored completely until about the age of 26, meaning that I was receiving treatment for problems that I didn't have while not getting my real problems treated. My family still thinks of me as a sperglord and is by and large in denial about my psychosis. It has really hurt both me and my relationship with my family. There are probably many people who are going through what I'm going through, but for some reason I rarely hear about it. I don't know what to do with my life. I want to engage in the creative arts, creating computer games, learning how to draw/paint, and writing books. Writing is definitely one of my strengths, and is something that I am currently engaging in. But for the most part, I'm pretty aimless, with no solid goals, no idea what to do and I don't really even know what to say in general. Which is odd, because I talk a lot. I've had a colored life. Maybe things will get more quiet, maybe they won't. I have no idea. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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