Ice Cream Chick Posted June 7, 2012 Share Posted June 7, 2012 Hello to everyone. I am thankful that I have found this website to find others who share in being some form of "nuts" (not the pecan type). I have Depression, GAD, SAD, ADHD, and perhaps more. My depression seems to get better until I something upsetting happens and I sink very, very low. I have been told that I have Major Depressive Disorder and then told by another that I have Dythsmia (spelling???). I have not been able to work for nearly five years. My husband has told me that he will divorce me if I do not "get better". I see a Pdoc and a therapist and now my husband has agreed to go to marriage counseling with me. Our first session left me feeling more alone and then I felt worst depressed afterwards. i am afraid that I can not become magically well as he wants me to on his timetable. He screams at me saying that I am not trying hard enough and it makes me feel even worst. He tells practically everyone about my MIs and I find it very personally violating my privacy as I struggle to try to make it day to day with these challenges. I am afraid of losing my health insurance if he does divorce me and I will have to go live back with my parents as I have no place else to go. I was denied SSD disability. I wish to feel better and be more functional, I basically only take care of our pets and do laundry. I hope to find understanding and coping here on this site. Maybe even a friend or two also. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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