almostmakingit Posted June 24, 2012 Share Posted June 24, 2012 Found this forum while searching info on Marinol. My Father passed away last week and left behind a bottle of the stuff and was debating on self medicating for my anxiety. Once I saw the descriptions of the forum sections I knew I had to join lol. WHo the hell am I? - jeeze....... Who knows.... I suffer with ADD depression and anxiety and recently met a woman who has my exact symptoms - our lives are almost identical and she has been diagnosed as bi-polar (soft). I had a shrink tell me I might be bi-polar a couple of years ago but we both shrugged it off. Me becasue I dont want to be bi-polar her because my 15 mins alloted for my med update was up. I had a major bout with depression a few years ago and wa almost killed by Lexipro. There have been various drugs and doctors in between but I am currently drug free. But my life is really a mess. Most of the problems are financial brought on by wreckless investments and spending. I have a great business but have trouble staying focused and let fear of rejection (which manifest as severe anxiety and sleeplesness) keep me from thr success I need to get out of trouble. Thinking of going back to the doc to see about this bi-polar (soft) thing. I need some sleep - tired of waking up at 3-4 a.m. which eventually brings on the depression. I'd like to try a mood stabilizer. In the past Valium helped my anxiety and so did the lorazepam I swiped form my dad. Oh crap - Im rambling - sorry Val Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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