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I'm on abilify 5mg and lamictal 100 mg and have never felt so bored in my life. I'm wondering if I've just reached that phase in life where I've explored everything but tend to think it's more artificial.

Coffee seems to help and I'm even thinking of taking back up smoking as I think low dopamine levels are the culprit. Don't feel depressed however so I can nix that as the cause.

I'm sure this is probably a problem with APs in general so I thought I'd ask and see if this is common and anybody has found a way to deal with it.

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I am expriencing the same thing on risperidone currently. If I take 2mg I feel bad, if I take 1mg just no interest whatsoever. Maybe its kind of the zombifying effect. I dont think theres anything you can do, other than let your body adjust to it. When I was on it last time I let my body adjust to it and it became the opposite. So thats what Im trying to do now, but I dont know how much longer I can take it. To do it faster you can take different dosages every day and generally take higher dose, but I dont think I can tolerate that myself. Last time I was on it I took 4mg for 2-3 weeks and felt so bad that i became very suicidal.

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Maybe it's the Abilify? When I was on the drug, I experienced apathy about life and everything. I felt very flat and devoid of emotion, and it just felt like I was simply going through the motions of life without actually living. Which I guess is similar to being bored.

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Oh wow, I was wondering what was wrong with me. On Abilify, I feel completely apathetic about everything. No motivation at all. I don't know what to do about it, and it's making my life unbearable. (Blah. I miss hypomania...)

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I've found that since I started Seroquel, I don't ever feel as enthusiastic or motivated as I sometimes used to. The world feels dull and old and worn out. I have no zest for life... Ever. I remember waking up and going outside, feeling the crisp, cool air on my face, and feeling really excited for the day. Looking forward to it. I never feel like that since Seroquel. I started Lamictal at the same time, but I blame the AP. I don't know if its worth going through life like this even though I rarely felt good like that before.

I guess if it were directly due to dopamine antagonism stimulants or WB might help. I drink coffee, smoke and take Concerta and that doesn't help. I guess I could be missing some mild hypomanic symptoms... Idk

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Neuroleptic dysphoria was found to be a valid concept 50 years after. It is associated with dopamine blockade in the nigostriatal system. Risperidone doesnt choose where it blocks so it blocks alot in the nigostriatal system as well, suppose thats why it did it for me. However people with bipolar/depression probably have generally normal levels of dopamine, so yes I suppose even seroquel can do it. However it is interesting that I feel dysphoric with any AP if the dose is too high, so a dose reduction might help.

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I've been on risperdal for three years, and I think I've experienced true boredom a handful of times. Most often, I am content to putter around the house, play on the computer, or watch TV.

Now that I am in college, I find myself extremely busy and I'm definitely not bored. So I do not think that the medication is causing a Zombification of me or my personality.

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When I experience boredom it is usually when I am apathetic ... no emotion ... and I just sit there not really knowing what to do, so I just sit there bored.

 

Other times I have so much energy yet bored and do not want to leave the house, so I'll think of a topic and watch it on you tube, and surf you tubes all day.  That really helps me.

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i've been going through it for the last few months on latuda.  i just started wellbutrin to see if it takes away the anhedonia/apathy/amotivation (and just plain feeling nothing in life is worth living for, even though i'm not sad).  if wellbutrin doesn't help, i'm nixing the latuda.  i never thought feeling bored could actually be painful.  now i know.  usually i put up with a lot of side effects, but this one is a deal breaker.

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I have another take on this other than my response above. Perhaps you had some apathy before which abated with the Abilify. Naturally, your old apathetic routine and way of thinking is going to be boring now.

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Hmmm. My usual routine at night is to sit on the couch and drink a bunch of beer and watch TV.

The beer numbs me enough to do this, plus add a dose of depressive type symptoms and it seems a reasonable way to spend the evening.

If I'm feeling good, and actually energetic, then I can see how this is as boring as hell, especially if not drinking.

Maybe it is just the routine that is boring, and that doesn't adapt when I feel good.

Seems hard to find interesting things to do all the time tho, and often I have the desire, but not the energy to do something interesting.

When my moods finally stopped cycling so deeply, I found 'normal' life to be really boring, and am always trying to learn to adapt to a life where the very being of alive is AMAZING (hypomania).

Maybe it's actually a medication issue.

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