bpjm_2012 Posted March 20, 2013 Share Posted March 20, 2013 I am going to throw myself out there for a second for the wolves to eat me up....I was in the past in a deep deep pit of voices depression envy and jealousy.....now that being said I made it out after some downfalls ...but then my doctor takes me off my risperdal....not by his choice only....so I try half then so forth, but what happened afterward reminds me of the band Tool or A Perfect Circle I all the sudden started hearing voices again and they were imposing sex drugs envy jealousy and madness at me once again.... I hopped my rabbit ass back on that stuff after letting my soul do an anger 360.....then I blew up at work and almost lost my job....Never no I can't say never if I ever get well enough I'm coming off this shit Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bpladybug Posted March 20, 2013 Share Posted March 20, 2013 There are a lot of other medications you can try. Why don't you like the Risperdal? You need to be on an anti psychotic if you want to function. Go see your doctor again. Hang in there bpjm. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bpjm_2012 Posted March 29, 2013 Author Share Posted March 29, 2013 Thx I do like the Risperdal it keeps me sane....but on the other hand it would be nice if there could be 1 less medication....my Wellbutrin is working lol my citalopram I have no clue probably evening out the effects of wellbutrin and my depakote keeps me from having horrible mood swings almost psychotic mood swings and the Risperdal keeps those weird thoughts away or voices whichever wants to mess with me Hydroxyzine and atenolol speak for themselves they take a quick edge off.....if I can't sleep I pop two 25mg benadryl and a hydroxyzine and atenolol and I'm out like a light ....people tell me stop telling the doctors to change my medicine up so much so I guess I am ....it's the simple fact that I like the thought of change because I haven't been where I wanna be in a long while Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bluechick Posted March 29, 2013 Share Posted March 29, 2013 Hmmmmm. I'm having some difficulty following you. Are you saying that you are presently on Risperdal? What exactly are you on right now? And are you med compliant? If you are in fact telling the doc to constantly change up your meds, and the doctor is complying with those requests, then you need to find a new pdoc with a spine. Their job is to keep you stable, not cater to your every whim. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted March 29, 2013 Share Posted March 29, 2013 You should call your pdoc and tell him/her what you said here. it sounds like you need to be back on the original dose of Risperdal. You know, there are no prizes given for taking fewer meds. You need to take what you need to control your symptoms. It doesn't matter if it's 2 pills a day or 20. You need to do whatever you can to be as symptom free as possible. Losing your job will not make things better. If you're doing things that may get you fired then if it were me, I'd be calling pdoc ASAP. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bpjm_2012 Posted March 29, 2013 Author Share Posted March 29, 2013 Yea I'm on Risperdal and that episode has been past as far as my job I am still good Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bpladybug Posted March 29, 2013 Share Posted March 29, 2013 (edited) bpjm, I saw the PM to me best to keep discourse here in public I did not understand your message, nor do I think anything in your situation is funny I simply said (above) that there are a lot of meds you can try in the AAP category and to see your doctor, and to hang in there both Sylvan, bluechick and I encouraged you to see your doctor or find a new doctor I proffer that advice again Edited March 29, 2013 by bpladybug Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bpjm_2012 Posted March 29, 2013 Author Share Posted March 29, 2013 Lol that's funny .....my doctor is pretty good as a matter of fact. But ne ways that was my episode and it's ended. Wow! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bluechick Posted March 29, 2013 Share Posted March 29, 2013 Lol that's funny .....my doctor is pretty good as a matter of fact. But ne ways that was my episode and it's ended. Wow! I'm sorry, what? That wasn't even remotely intelligible. Are you doing ok? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bpjm_2012 Posted March 31, 2013 Author Share Posted March 31, 2013 It's my way of saying ok well the situation is over with...my doctor doesn't always change my meds I do take Risperdal I am med compliant I do not know how to explain my situations fully sometimes which comes across vaguely weird since I include so much information but the stuff I throw in as off topix keeps me fascinated about myself and what I'm saying....no harm plus I really did have a freaky episode about a month ago and it was scary somewhat but the details are disgusting and trashy so I'd rather not include exactly what went on in my head.....then of course why I mentioned 2 bands I have no clue (yet then again my off topix comes in) so this is why I slummed a rude remark towards what you said Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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