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I am going to throw myself out there for a second for the wolves to eat me up....I was in the past in a deep deep pit of voices depression envy and jealousy.....now that being said I made it out after some downfalls ...but then my doctor takes me off my risperdal....not by his choice only....so I try half then so forth, but what happened afterward reminds me of the band Tool or A Perfect Circle I all the sudden started hearing voices again and they were imposing sex drugs envy jealousy and madness at me once again.... I hopped my rabbit ass back on that stuff after letting my soul do an anger 360.....then I blew up at work and almost lost my job....Never no I can't say never if I ever get well enough I'm coming off this shit

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Thx I do like the Risperdal it keeps me sane....but on the other hand it would be nice if there could be 1 less medication....my Wellbutrin is working lol my citalopram I have no clue probably evening out the effects of wellbutrin and my depakote keeps me from having horrible mood swings almost psychotic mood swings and the Risperdal keeps those weird thoughts away or voices whichever wants to mess with me Hydroxyzine and atenolol speak for themselves they take a quick edge off.....if I can't sleep I pop two 25mg benadryl and a hydroxyzine and atenolol and I'm out like a light ....people tell me stop telling the doctors to change my medicine up so much so I guess I am ....it's the simple fact that I like the thought of change because I haven't been where I wanna be in a long while

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Hmmmmm.  I'm having some difficulty following you.  Are you saying that you are presently on Risperdal?  What exactly are you on right now?  And are you med compliant? 

 

If you are in fact telling the doc to constantly change up your meds, and the doctor is complying with those requests, then you need to find a new pdoc with a spine.  Their job is to keep you stable, not cater to your every whim.

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You should call your pdoc and tell him/her what you said here.  it sounds like you need to be back on the original dose of Risperdal.  You know, there are no prizes given for taking fewer meds.  You need to take what you need to control your symptoms.  It doesn't matter if it's 2 pills a day or 20.  You need to do whatever you can to be as symptom free as possible.  Losing your job will not make things better.  If you're doing things that may get you fired then if it were me, I'd be calling pdoc ASAP.

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bpjm,

I saw the PM to me

best to keep discourse here in public

 

I did not understand your message, nor do I think anything in your situation is funny

I simply said (above) that there are a lot of meds you can try in the AAP category

and to see your doctor, and to hang in there

 

both Sylvan, bluechick and I encouraged you to see your doctor

or find a new doctor

 

I proffer that advice again

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It's my way of saying ok well the situation is over with...my doctor doesn't always change my meds I do take Risperdal I am med compliant I do not know how to explain my situations fully sometimes which comes across vaguely weird since I include so much information but the stuff I throw in as off topix keeps me fascinated about myself and what I'm saying....no harm plus I really did have a freaky episode about a month ago and it was scary somewhat but the details are disgusting and trashy so I'd rather not include exactly what went on in my head.....then of course why I mentioned 2 bands I have no clue (yet then again my off topix comes in) so this is why I slummed a rude remark towards what you said

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