i have hated my dad for as long as i can remember. i hate him for many reasons. he has been verbally abusive towards me for my entire life, in the past he has denied that i have any mental illnesses, but now he does believe in them. however, he thinks i am the reason i have mental illnesses. i feel that i can not speak freely when i am around him. i have begun to have violent thoughts whenever i think about him.
I've never fully understood my own sexuality. It just seems so complex and confusing and I'd like it to be easy and simple.
When I was in love with a girl, nothing else matched up. And nothing has since. No guy I've dated has ever made me feel a fraction of what she did. And I've had a few strong crushes on women since. But I've mostly dated men.
some people who dislike me tell me that I'm making it up for attention, for guys to like me more, that I'm not bisexual at all. Is it possible that that could be true? Was my love a fluke?
i just don't know. Sorry if this post sounds stupid: I know you can't tell me what my sexuality is. But I wanted to get my confusion out somewhere.
How do I figure myself out? Has anyone gone through anything like this?
Has anyone seen this documentary on being of the LGBT community in the south especially Mississippi?
This show breaks my heart.. And also give these people a lot of applause for being able to stand up and speak for equality of LGBT members. These people have much courage in my opinion.
I thought i should share it because not many people have spoken about it.
Gonna leave the link to see the documentary in a post under this post. If i am not allow to post it then that is why i put it in another post if a mod needs to delete it.