valentina Posted May 10, 2013 Share Posted May 10, 2013 Hi , I'm 23 female I've never been sure what I am, I've been diagnosed everything from manic depressive to bipolar to borderline and ill be honest with you I think they go on what state you arrive into the care of officials, sometime it's severe anxiety with depression other times its catatonic, I also have an eating disorder which frankly I only feel comfortable admitting in the midst of strangers where I steal food occasionally from people which is humiliating i eat little but when i do eat I am so cruel to myself I've no idea why, calorie counting is thoroughly obsessive and it interferes with my life. Very poor self image even though I'm told I'm not as ugly as I think, I have a very hard time believing this. I'm on here to seek support from other people who are suffering a mixed bag of disorders and have been through a ton of medication and given up the idea of being able to be treated by professionals. Dunno just don't want to feel like I'm alone in this it's really hard and I know i can get better I'm far more levelheaded than last year when I was heavily binging purging starving cutting bruising you name it... Lot better than last year. Love to all of you x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
olga Posted May 10, 2013 Share Posted May 10, 2013 Hi, Valentina, and welcome to Crazyboards. I ask all new people to read the rules, so you understand how we operate. It sounds like you have had a very rough time. I hope it helps to talk to our members. olga Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
valentina Posted May 11, 2013 Author Share Posted May 11, 2013 Thankyou x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crazymusician0704 Posted May 17, 2013 Share Posted May 17, 2013 hey valentina, i'm CM, welcome to CB, hope you like it here, i know it's helped me a lot to know that i'm not alone love to you too Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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