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Unbelievably infuriated. 🤬

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Still stark raving homicidally pissed. Fuck Alabama, and fuck amazon.com. 

Groggy as fuck I’m not taking the Seroquel anymore I’d rather have my energy back!

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Just now, DammitJanet said:

Still stark raving homicidally pissed. Fuck Alabama, and fuck amazon.com. 

Groggy as fuck I’m not taking the Seroquel anymore I’d rather have my energy back!

I don't know about the Amazon reference, but fuck Alabama for sure.

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4 minutes ago, Unstrung Harp said:

I don't know about the Amazon reference, but fuck Alabama for sure.

Amazon courier is too lazy to get up the elevator to deliver my ashwaganda as mikl and browri suggested I get, and lied and said they left it I. The mailroom and only USPS is allowed in that room so he left it somewhere and I never received it! So fuming as they just did the same type of thing with my order 3 weeks ago! 

Ok. Done. 

Oh! And fuck all the other states that are doing the same as Alabama!

hell at this point fuck ALL old white men!

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1 minute ago, DammitJanet said:

Amazon courier is too lazy to get up the elevator to deliver my ashwaganda as mikl and browri suggested I get, and lied and said they left it I. The mailroom and only USPS is allowed in that room so he left it somewhere and I never received it! So fuming as they just did the same type of thing with my order 3 weeks ago! 

Ok. Done. 

Oh! And fuck all the other states that are doing the same as Alabama!

hell at this point fuck ALL old white en!

Had to look up ashwaganda. Had all sorts of interesting images in my head of what an ashwaganda could be. Amazon sucks, but not as much as Alabama. I'm sure my purple state is one Republican governor away from having essentially the same law. I fear for my daughter.

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Just now, Unstrung Harp said:

Had to look up ashwaganda. Had all sorts of interesting images in my head of what an ashwaganda could be. Amazon sucks, but not as much as Alabama. I'm sure my purple state is one Republican governor away from having essentially the same law. I fear for my daughter.

Totally unconstitutional. It better get to the SC and they better uphold the freakin law. 

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1 minute ago, DammitJanet said:

Totally unconstitutional. It better get to the SC and they better uphold the freakin law. 

I read one article that suggested maybe the SC won't take it on as a case, because they prefer to undermine Roe v. Wade incrementally as they have been so people don't riot rather than openly acknowledge what they think of the personhood of women. Because only a really small percentage of Americans are in favor of such a law or the overturning of Roe v. Wade. I gather Alabama was trying to make it a "clean," black and white case by claiming that a fetus has absolute rights no matter the circumstance. But they kind of put the SC in a bad position to have to go that far to overturn it. Still, this court just showed that they don't collectively respect settled precedent, so who knows what they'll do. I can't believe I came of age thinking that I had bodily autonomy and now we have to argue that point. Though Roe v. Wade was premised on privacy, not bodily autonomy. Anyway, yeah, Alabama can go fuck itself and take the religious Right with it. And also Amazon.

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feeling pretty good. i get to help with a garage door install at work today, which should be fun.

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19 hours ago, DammitJanet said:

Unbelievably infuriated. 🤬

I hope you feel better soon.

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Knock on wood (no guarantees), these laws will get challenged in the lower level federal courts and overturned.  At that point, we would be relying on the various court of appeals denying.  I also don’t see them making it all the way to SCOTUS.  I could be wrong, but they strike me as too blatantly unconstitutional.

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2 hours ago, dancesintherain said:

Knock on wood (no guarantees), these laws will get challenged in the lower level federal courts and overturned.  At that point, we would be relying on the various court of appeals denying.  I also don’t see them making it all the way to SCOTUS.  I could be wrong, but they strike me as too blatantly unconstitutional.

Thanks. I just may be able to sleep once more tonight. 

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Worried, unmotivated, can't focus. I'm also not wanting to go to therapy today. Blah...

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Irritability and anxiety getting worse.  Having a hard time working and i was really late getting here because i kept panicking and going back to the house to check doors.  Plus my head hurts.  

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Fire didn't last long, only about 3/4 of the day  Bit of a crash following it.

Feeling weird. Not up but above baseline. Don't need as much sleep as normal however.

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Anxious, very irritable for the past couple of hours, bored, frustrated cause I had a lot to do today and haven’t done anything but eat!

And as always just assume I’m flaming pissed at the Geriatric Obstructing P*ssygrabbers. 

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23 minutes ago, DammitJanet said:

Anxious, very irritable for the past couple of hours, bored, frustrated cause I had a lot to do today and haven’t done anything but eat!

And as always just assume I’m flaming pissed at the Geriatric Obstructing P*ssygrabbers. 

You at least sleep?

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9 minutes ago, argh said:

You at least sleep?

Yes, but not enough. 😐 not to be selfish or anything, but my mood is screwed with anything below 7 hours and this morning I woke at 4. So a little under 6 hour and I’m just on edge, snapping at Abby for stupid things like walking on my freakin heels! Argh! Taking Seroquel again tonight...she did prescribe zyprexa for a week to get over this, but no way, no can do. 

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