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Sooo relieved. Finally done with all the bs packing, dealing with absolute asshole movers. Now sitting on the couch with lots of pillows, sipping mint tea to ease my upset tummy, Abby snoring between my legs as usual.

She finally calmed down. She was a wreck while movers were there packing the last bits. While being assholes. 

The hotel room is actually a bit more roomy than my apartment with less furniture and everything minimal...so calm I just wanna sleep, but I must wait til 8 so I don’t wake earlier than 3 or 4. 

Bought myself some cinnamon rolls from Aldi on my last trip here cause I damn sure deserve it!

Was gonna get some wine from Aldi, but I guess they don’t have the sangria or mimosas anymore. MEH. 

But wow so relieved. 

Though not unscathed. Heh. 

 

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15 hours ago, DammitJanet said:

Bought myself some cinnamon rolls from Aldi on my last trip here cause I damn sure deserve it!

Was gonna get some wine from Aldi, but I guess they don’t have the sangria or mimosas anymore. MEH. 

But wow so relieved. 

Though not unscathed. Heh. 

 

Good for you!! You can REST & totally deserve a bit of chilling out. Bummer on the sangria or mimosas (yum). I broke down and bought some wine..my reward for the evening. Feeling pretty decent today...

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 Getting Productive. Got my lists going on. Are Cicadas supposed to make noises in the day? Or does that mean they have rabies and shouldn’t be out during the day? 🤔 

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35 minutes ago, KnickNak said:

 Are Cicadas supposed to make noises in the day? Or does that mean they have rabies and shouldn’t be out during the day? 🤔 

Cicadas can make noises during the day, and at night......And cicadas can't get rabies--no insect can get rabies, only warm-blooded mammals can......Reptiles, amphibians, fish, birds, can't get or carry rabies either.

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1 hour ago, CrazyRedhead said:

Cicadas can make noises during the day, and at night......And cicadas can't get rabies--no insect can get rabies, only warm-blooded mammals can......Reptiles, amphibians, fish, birds, can't get or carry rabies either.

Lmao. I was partially Serious/Joking about the rabies thing. I did not know that about them chirping during the day. Have you heard of the overpopulation of Grass Hoppers in Las Vegas. It is soo bad that it showed up on the weather radar 😧 

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15 minutes ago, KnickNak said:

 Have you heard of the overpopulation of Grass Hoppers in Las Vegas. It is soo bad that it showed up on the weather radar 😧 

Yes. I've seen it on the news.......Reportedly, the massive grasshopper swarm is being caused by the fact that the Las Vegas area received about twice the amount of rain that it usually gets, by this time of year.

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I need more/better sleep. Its creeping up on me. As it does.

stable is a relative term

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Discombobulated 😕

Yes I know, I should feel grateful...and I am. They could’ve easily gone cheap and put us in a Roach Hotel which would’ve thrown me over the ledge. But the bed, for a Hilton, is making me hurt in both my muscles and joints! Fortunately, I remembered my own blankets and remembered to dash back home and grab my Uber wonderful pillows...

one of the women at the front desk is very obviously a Hilton employee, the other seems to possibly be newish, cause nice lady took over at one point...but jfc the other one could not crack a smile and actually had a pretty nasty look on her face. 

Ok wrong place to vent it all. 

Thanks for letting me though. 

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Stuck in a queue at the pharmacy with an estimated waiting time of 50 mins. I've trashed my back again and I need these meds. Can't wait until tomorrow.  Nothing to do but sit here in agony and curse the shitty shitty service. 

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@MiaB ugh!! that's awful. i hope they get to you soon.

forgot my work keys AND wallet this morning. had to go back home and get them. i'm a ditz.

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1 hour ago, MiaB said:

Stuck in a queue at the pharmacy with an estimated waiting time of 50 mins. I've trashed my back again and I need these meds. Can't wait until tomorrow.  Nothing to do but sit here in agony and curse the shitty shitty service. 

Ah shit, Mia. Sorry to hear about your back, and waiting in line sucks so bad!!! Looks like you posted an hour ago, so I hope you’re on your way home to bed now. 

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17 hours ago, dancesintherain said:

I can't read this thread without thinking about jt.

I can’t either.

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Pretty good day...Kept up with my "tiny hacks" (i.e. avoiding rabbit hole of FB & useless internet scrolling in the morning). Tough workout at gym, body has that subtle soreness feel, the sweating like a "detox." Calm & rational all day. Walked afterwards outside, because the sun was actually out. And I pet 3 neighborhood cats 🐈

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