NoFriendSwag Posted December 11, 2013 Share Posted December 11, 2013 I've tried many, many times to describe myself online about who I am. I can't ever do it. Things make so much sense in my head. Thoughts flow so beautifully and appear to be very well organized. When I attempt to structure them to an audience other than myself I realize that what I'm saying is very disorganized and never really gets to the point. Forcing myself to be blunt about my situation; I can't hold down a steady job. I don't know if I'm bipolar, severly ADHD, schizo, GAD, etc, etc, etc. I seem to have characheristics of pretty much every mental illness and personality disorder in the book. I can't hold down a steady job and I'm looking into options of just "bumming out" around the world. Spending time in certain places hustling a little money every now and then when I get the funds travel to a new place. I'm speaking about voluntary homelessness. Lots of people do it and I think I'd be pretty good at it. I'm a very rustic individual and unsensitive to harsh living conditions. I'm my own best friend and as long as i have myself I can get though anything. As long as I'm alone that is. I am energized by being alone. When I'm around people all of my energy and mental capacity is sucked out of me. In a group larger than 3 I pretty much become a vegetable. But I tell you when I'm alone I am part energizer bunny, part genius. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jessamine Posted December 12, 2013 Share Posted December 12, 2013 Hi and welcome to CB. I think a lot of us have some things from different MI's. Sometimes we suffer from them, sometimes we don't (I have OCD tendencies surrounding my IBS and anxiety but I'm not OCD). I'm glad you found us. Are you seeing someone for a diagnosis? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
olga Posted December 12, 2013 Share Posted December 12, 2013 Welcome to Crazyboards. I ask all new members to read the User Agreement, so you get a feeling for how we operate. I think you have an adventurous spirit, but I would be scared to be homeless. *shudder* olga Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WinterRosie Posted December 12, 2013 Share Posted December 12, 2013 Hi. Welcome to CB I've been underhoused before. I still do it voluntarily for short periods of time, such as when I go to a new city for two or three days. But it's a tough lifestyle. Have you ever thought about getting a more formalized dx to make it a little more focused and easier to cope with? Looking forward to seeing your posts around Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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