numbone Posted November 22, 2005 Share Posted November 22, 2005 At the present time I take 450 mg wellbutrin xl, 300 mg effexor xr, and a 200mg provigal when I wake up. Between 10 and 11 AM i take my metadate 30 mg, and then klonopin as needed. My pdoc has not been able to come up with a definitive dx on me and is instead focussing on the symptoms. Sometimes i think he is just trying meds to rule out dx, like the wellbutrin and effexor, to show that i am not manic, ect. Now recently i am having ptsd from dealing with Hurricane Andrew, and Wilma, not to mention charlie, and all the others. Some days i feel almost like myself, while other days i feel like driving the car into the highway posts at 100 and just ending it. The problem is i won't do that because of the effect it would have on my family. Top it off that it is the holiday season. My father had me work for him throughout high school. We always were open thanksgiving eve, christmas eve, and my birthday. Even though i havn't worked there for years i just tend to get edgy and dissasociated at this time of year. I am already doing EMDR and meditaion, but that only goes so far. Please if anyone has thoughts ideas or comments please post Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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