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Guys Im still on a hunt for a descent therapist. Plz bear with me.

So I have a habit of thinking I "know" people that I really don't What else I do I keep talking about these people behind their backs in a good way constantly coz I feel their is some sort of relationship.(friends) when really there isn't.

Would that freak you out? Im guessing that is why ppl stay away from me.

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That wouldn't freak me out.  If you are saying good things about me, even if you don't really know me, it's still good things.  Right?  It's a little different, but different does NOT mean bad.  All you have to do is get to know the people you want to talk about!

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Has anyone that you've talked about approached you about you talking about them? .

Short answer No. As usual no one says anything I have to guess WHY ppl are being shit to me.

FWIW someone told me there was this girl that I didn't know that well asking about me. It seriously freaked me out. But I thought to myself "Shit I do that too!"

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If you are picking out people around you (who you don't know) and creating a fantasy relationship in your head which you then mislead others into thinking is real, then you're using that appearance of being their friend to get approval from others. You're lying about yourself, your connection to your fantasy friend and to the people around you. And people are going to be suspicious of you if they know you fabricate friendships. Sadly, people don't really understand mental ill health and may assume that you are a stalker, a liar, an attention seeker etc.

I know them by name and being "around them". Edited by nirvanasongz13
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That would piss me off, rather than freak me out.

No one knows me from being around me. The side of me that I present to the world is only a very small aspect of who I am. When people make assumptions about me without actually being a close friend of mine I get really frustrated. It pretty much kills any opportunity of friendship because it's clear to me that I'm not being taken seriously (even if that's untrue).

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That would piss me off, rather than freak me out.

No one knows me from being around me. The side of me that I present to the world is only a very small aspect of who I am. When people make assumptions about me without actually being a close friend of mine I get really frustrated. It pretty much kills any opportunity of friendship because it's clear to me that I'm not being taken seriously (even if that's untrue).

Just an example I can give of being around someone...would be working with someone for a while Edited by nirvanasongz13
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yeah, that would freak me out. i would distance self. it freaks me out to think someone talks about me in a way at all though and my diagnosis is what it is perhaps in significant part due to that, so i don't know that my being freaked out says much about the wider population, but my answer would still be: yeah, that would freak me out.

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Final EDIT: Sorry.

So I always ask about people I sort of know a lot. It gets interpreted the wrong way. It is clear people are avoiding me.

When I mean ask an example. "So how's **** doing?" at a gathering.

Its not like we are strangers. I DO know them just not best friend bum buddies.

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Most people, meeting socially, want to talk about themselves - not third parties. If you're asking present company about someone else, then present company is left thinking "nirvanasong doesn't care about me. They just wanted to talk about that other person. Hmph." 

But then, this isn't Socially-Well-Adjusted boards. I know that my people skills are not 100%, and I'm willing to bet that many of us here struggle in this arena at times which is why we stick around here. 

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From my hypomanic years I learned in order to not drive people away I needed to always always get them talking about themselves.  Eventually I still would drive them away when a huge crazy came about but at least it was my crazy doing it and not me ignoring their lives.

 

Easy questions: People with kids (this will never fail really) : How does [name] like their [new] teacher?  Did [name] get that new phone they wanted?  Really you just have to start with a question, poeple go on and on about their kids and love any excuse to talk about them.  I would know :).  

 

People, young, no kids, married: how's things in your neck of the woods (or whatever slang is appropriate for your area), how's the spouse doing.  If you know something about them, hobbies and such, that makes it easier to ask leading questions.  

 

Leading questions that get people talking about themselves *then* remembering to deflect any questions they ask you back to them.  Them: "I really love what you're wearing, where did you get it?"  You:" Oh, I got it at [herp].  Your outfit looks good too did you get it at [derp]?"

 

Those are social skills that I never really learned until somebody at a job showed me.  It made being a cashier so much easier.  Here in the USAn South too, just a "hey [name], how are you doing today" will get things started.  Adding relevant stuff to that like "you look really tired/happy" can get the ball rolling too.  

 

Will that instantly make them your friend?  probably not but it gets things working and maybe at some future time, you could be friends.  

 

Just so I'm clear, when I'm dead into hypomania, EVERYBODY avoids me.  Nothing I can do or say will change that because hypomania freaks just about everybody out.  

 

I agree with everyone who said you probably should talk to your tdoc about this.  I can say things all over the place and be totally completely wrong because I don't know you from Adam.  

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That is probably why people are avoiding you, because they don't know how to react to the fantasizing

and they know how paranoid and sensitive you can about the smallest event ( a phone call from a private number, the way someone looks at you

or a work they use.) People can't relax around you if you are that way.

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Was that a spelling eror? Did you mean they "DON'T" know how paranoid and sensitive I am?

Or a worD they use?

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Sometimes people don't want to talk about others because it's not their place. If you asked me how a mutual friend is going, I'll be general but I also know it's not my place to talk about their lives for them. So I would say a few words and then move on. If you insist on talking about our mutual friend then I'll think you're being inappropriate and rude. 

 

It's about respecting other people's boundaries. If someone wants to talk to you about something, they'll say it to you. If they haven't told you, then I have no right to be telling you the details. 

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Are you close to them? You said you weren't really "friends" with these people, so it would come across as creepy.

Thanks for that reply. I need to know the truth

as to why I'm avoided like the plague. If it hurts my feelings then so be it.

I keep thinking im being nice and polite by asking "how" is someone.

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Again, this is something that doesn't transmit well over the internet. It could be that you look at someone a particular way that they don't like. Maybe you talk to women's chests (don't do this). Maybe you're 6'-8" and if you carry yourself a certain way it scares people. Maybe you laugh at generally inappropriate places. 

I certainly don't know (and no one else here does either). Do you have meds right now? Where do they come from? Can you tell that person that you are interested in therapy and can they help you out?

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If you are picking out people around you (who you don't know) and creating a fantasy relationship in your head which you then mislead others into thinking is real, then you're using that appearance of being their friend to get approval from others. You're lying about yourself, your connection to your fantasy friend and to the people around you. And people are going to be suspicious of you if they know you fabricate friendships. Sadly, people don't really understand mental ill health and may assume that you are a stalker, a liar, an attention seeker etc.

This happened at my last job. I assume some of the regular customers thought me and this guy I work with were friends. Obviously not. Then I was known as nigel-no friends.

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