If I laugh. Just a little bit...

[Willy#7]

Doctor: "Which of these two are better; a bird in the hand or two in the bush?"

Apparently I answered wrong. They forcefed me a little green pill. On way back home, I fought something. I was twisting and gnashing and stiffening. Oh my God, the stiffening. This pill I took for Two weeks. I was 18 years old.

6 years later: Doctor: "You think you are Jehovah?"

I tried not to laugh, but the way she asked, heh, Dr. ringj won the insanity test. She did it with her shoe. lol I then exploded snot as I barked out a guffah of hilarity ridden laughter. This kind of inappropriate laughter can land you in a 6 month lockdown mental facility. Not me. I landed in a "board and care" home for 5 1/2 years. I slowly learned how to act around others the way they want me to act. Up until age 37, I still slept 16 hours a day, behaved in a manner that was enough. Enough. Im smart, so I took the reigns and figured out the right pharmacalogical solution according to me. I easily, and difficultly, manipulated every stupid doctor, caseworker, and all the rest of them until life was, and now is, fun and quiet.

[Willy#7]

Please. Fellow psychhumans. Please pay very close, maticulous, focused attention on what you think they want to hear. Pretty soon I started being able to sense how others heard and saw me. Next, I gained an ability to recite my thoughts as I thought them. This is particularly helpful if you forget what you're talking about, or lose your train of thought.

The problem I have is the stuff I learned while injesting LSA, got all twisted, turned around, and rearranged by the Damn Haliperidol. It was given to punish, in the former Soviet Union. They injected it for punitive purposes. To "break the prisoner's will". Documented. Why then did they steal my spirit, and keep it for 21 years this month? Why?

[jt07]

Willy#7, we are a pro-treatment site and we encourage people to work with their doctors. You are talking about how you deceive your doctors which is contrary to one of the most important principles of this site. Please refrain from doing so.

[Roshambo]

It's walking on eggshells with the damn doctors. Say 1 wrong word and boom, you hit a mine, 1 more month in the damn psych ward.