elizabethmo Posted August 27, 2014 Share Posted August 27, 2014 (edited) Hello everyone, I'm currently on Amisulpride 100mg and my legs are shaking all the time. Akathisia, I guess. It's been now 6 months that I cannot concentrate or focus on anything. I have many things to do and though, I can't do nothing because my brain is not operational. The thing is, I also tried Abilify and Zyprexa. Abilify has the opposite effect on me, it worsen my symptoms. Zyprexa works but it makes me a zombie (even on low dose). I tried to stop Amisulpride but obviously I need an antipsychotic. That's weird though because after 2 months on Zyprexa, I stopped and then for about 2 months I felt really good and productive (without taking any antipsychotic). Then started to feel bad again. What the hell ? I'm losing patience, to be so unproductive makes me frustrated and I'm seriously considering suicide. Note that these are not "suicidal thoughts", I'm not depressed. I just cannot stand to me unproductive any longer. Instead of making me sad, it infuriates me. I really want to destroy everything I have with violence. I want to scream a giant "f*ck" to the guy up there. So, what should I do ? Increase dose of Amisulpride ? Take a new antipsychotic ? Stop it ? Seriously, if someone finds the miracle solution, I give him 50$. Wish I could give more but that's pretty much all the money I have. Thanks. Hope you guys can help me. Edited August 27, 2014 by elizabethmo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bxt227us Posted August 27, 2014 Share Posted August 27, 2014 I've been there. Solution for you? No idea. I'm a patient, just like you. What i can say: some meds were life-changers for me when I *eventually* found them. Be an advocate for yourself at your doctors visits. Tell them how you feel. Try to do so in an emotionless, clinical fashion. I know that's not fun advice, but I swear, I get what you mean, including considering suicide and '"fuck the guy up there'". Reword what you said to chill it out just a little, then say that to your doctor. (If you do get closer to s-word, go in patient. Many of us have and owe our lives to it.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
elizabethmo Posted August 27, 2014 Author Share Posted August 27, 2014 (edited) Thanks for answering bxt227us What are the meds that were life-changers for you ? I think my doctors don't realize the seriousness of my problem. It's been months that I tell them that and all they do is barely increase and increase the dosage of the Amisulpride. Do I need to scream and cry so they finally understand how harsh it is ? Edited August 27, 2014 by elizabethmo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
olga Posted August 27, 2014 Share Posted August 27, 2014 Welcome to Crazyboards, elizabeth. I understand your frustration---there are many people here who have wanted to toss their meds out the window and give up on the whole infuriating process of trying to find the right combination of drugs. I think you would get some informed answers and advice if you posted your question in our forum for antipsychotics. I agree with the previous poster that you have to gather information and then go back to your psychiatrist and work with him/her to find an effective drug. If they are not listening to you, maybe you need a different doctor. I hope you can find some helpful information here at CB, and I'm sure that some of our members can offer suggestions about meds that have worked for them. olga Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
saddest Posted August 27, 2014 Share Posted August 27, 2014 I think if I were you I'd be nagging my psychiatrist by now ... there's gotta be more options to try, right? (And hello!) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phoenix_Rising Posted August 27, 2014 Share Posted August 27, 2014 Hello elizabeth and Welcome to Crazyboards! I echo the other poster's sentiments; do some research into other antipsychotics and/or mood stabilizers so you can better work with your pdoc to find something that works for you. Gald you're here! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Evey Posted August 27, 2014 Share Posted August 27, 2014 Hello everyone, I'm currently on Amisulpride 100mg and my legs are shaking all the time. Akathisia, I guess. It's been now 6 months that I cannot concentrate or focus on anything. I have many things to do and though, I can't do nothing because my brain is not operational. The thing is, I also tried Abilify and Zyprexa. Abilify has the opposite effect on me, it worsen my symptoms. Zyprexa works but it makes me a zombie (even on low dose). I tried to stop Amisulpride but obviously I need an antipsychotic. That's weird though because after 2 months on Zyprexa, I stopped and then for about 2 months I felt really good and productive (without taking any antipsychotic). Then started to feel bad again. What the hell ? I'm losing patience, to be so unproductive makes me frustrated and I'm seriously considering suicide. Note that these are not "suicidal thoughts", I'm not depressed. I just cannot stand to me unproductive any longer. Instead of making me sad, it infuriates me. I really want to destroy everything I have with violence. I want to scream a giant "f*ck" to the guy up there. So, what should I do ? Increase dose of Amisulpride ? Take a new antipsychotic ? Stop it ? Seriously, if someone finds the miracle solution, I give him 50$. Wish I could give more but that's pretty much all the money I have. Thanks. Hope you guys can help me. Elizabeth, what are your diagnosis and which are really bothering you? Have you tried taking something for the akathisia? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
elizabethmo Posted August 27, 2014 Author Share Posted August 27, 2014 Thanks everybody. I don't answer to everyone but I'm really glad you reply and I take note of your recommendations. Elizabeth, what are your diagnosis and which are really bothering you? Have you tried taking something for the akathisia? PTSD and psychosis. No, my psychiatrist did not prescribe me anything for my akathisia. What pill is usually prescribed for that condition ? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Evey Posted August 28, 2014 Share Posted August 28, 2014 Thanks everybody. I don't answer to everyone but I'm really glad you reply and I take note of your recommendations. Elizabeth, what are your diagnosis and which are really bothering you? Have you tried taking something for the akathisia? PTSD and psychosis. No, my psychiatrist did not prescribe me anything for my akathisia. What pill is usually prescribed for that condition ? I was prescribed Cogentin. Akathisia by itself is very hard to have. I bet if you get that under control, you will feel much better. I have PTSD too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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