dragonfly23 Posted October 21, 2014 Share Posted October 21, 2014 I have played this game. I have played it a long time. I alternate between drinking and vicodin. Never at the same time. I trick myself into thinking that I am not addicted to the vicodin cus I can go a week. But I drink that week. Then I tell myself I am gonna get sober, and I take the vicodin. Then I don't care. Not sure how to get off of both. I keep waiting for the meds to kick in then I can quit, but maybe the using is what is the problem. Just don't have it in me to stop. Don't know why I posted this, except just don't want to be alone on this ride anymore. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Flash Posted October 22, 2014 Share Posted October 22, 2014 BP and substance abuse are good bedfellows. I find it impossible to stop when having a episode, unless it's mild. And even then it's like pulling teeth. When your MI is under control, I think you'll find it a lot easier to quit. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dragonfly23 Posted October 22, 2014 Author Share Posted October 22, 2014 All docs know, first was getting off benzo's, that is complete. Next I need to tackle this issue. I think I agree with you Flash and will really make an effort once I am a bit more stable, I still see my pdoc weekly and am honest with him about my behaviors. When I get tired enough I will change, need a crutch at the moment. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dragonfly23 Posted October 22, 2014 Author Share Posted October 22, 2014 I never mix, ever. It's still stupid though. But I get a little bit of happy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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