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Hi everyone. Yep. I am messed up for no reason basically :)

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So yeah, I am here and it seems like a good environment. I'm here like many other of you because I have some problem(s) . It all started when I was younger. I was having some doubts about my health (non-mental) . That day I went in to the doctor and had received an improper diagnosis that lead me to believe I had an embarrassing illness that would ruin my life. That entire year was followed by depression as I didn't see the big picture and my future looked dark. I couldn't cope with any of it and I eventually began falling behind in school and I wanted to die. Everyday I'd come to school crying and I'd thrown full blown tantrums in the car that were comparable to that of a 2 year old. Eventually I became lightly psychotic and held some delusions, etc. that led me to planning on killing everyone. Thankfully, I fought my way out of it and I was fine. I eventually found out that I didn't have this 'embarrassing' illness and all this was triggered over an improper diagnoses. I was younger back then and it was too long before I got a 2nd opinion. Now I'm just stuck with imbalance because of what was triggered and now I'm here :lol:  .

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This forum is very good to talk about things and you don't get judged so found the right place.

Just wondering what 'embarrassing' illness did you think you had.

Just intrigued.....

Anyway welcome to the forum....

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Welcome to Crazyboards.  You don't mention if  you are seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist, but I hope you are receiving some sort of treatment for your issues.


Let us know if we can help you with anything.



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