Weird from childhood; panic attacks and deja vu spells then to the various pills

[Ralphmi]

Was introvert and nervous as kid. Really loved music and was a decent athelete - basketball and track. Started to get frequent panic attacks as late teenager. Was very nervous about learning to drive a car. Feared big traffic accident. Felt incompetent and not focused about driving. Driving worsened the panic attacks and agoraphobia.

Tried talk therapy... panic attacks worsened. Agoraphobia kicked in badly. Had to take pills. Tricyclics. That worked for a while. Been on some medication ever since.