Terrorisums24 Posted May 25, 2015 Share Posted May 25, 2015 Hello there. My name is Terrorisums24, and I am a former hacker/website creator. Over the years, things have gotten bad for me. For example when I was 11 or 12, I used to create websites, viruses and tried to get into hacking, now I'm no longer good like that with computers (though I do retain some of my original knowledge, it's just that I don't bother with it anymore). I also used to be into art, and would draw realistic self-portraits of myself by looking into a mirror. It wouldn't actually take me that long to draw a good photo either. Now I can't draw that good anymore, whereas drawing used to be one of the biggest things I was good at. Not anymore. I'm not good at anything now besides being lazy and not doing anything. I guess I'm still kinda good with computers, but it's not like I do anything productive with them. I want to start making money off the internet, such as through swagbucks, maybe make a new, but this time, live web website (such as a one that doesn't use .yolasite.com or something like that), and many more. Now while I'm not as bad off as I used to be in middle school (7th-8th grade, 6th grade was awesome however, because I was still at the age to where I did everything and was even playing basketball for churches and did flag football for my school), since I've now started good relations with my mother (I'm 17 now), but I could still use some enlightenment. I never was a big fan of school though. I remember one time when I was 11 or 12, I had literally crashed my home computer with a virus that I had made myself from notepad. It was incredible. I also used to be into anime and video games. Not anymore. So there's my little introduction, I just would like to know some advice on how I could go back to that (BECAUSE I WANT TO SOOOOO BAD!) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
olga Posted May 25, 2015 Share Posted May 25, 2015 Welcome to Crazyboards. I think it would be hard for any of our members to tell you how to regain your interest in computers. Have you seen a doctor? Do you have some idea that mental illness is the reason for losing interest in drawing and computers? If that's what you think, then you ought to see a doctor. We can't diagnose you and a doctor could get you started with therapy and possibly medication. olga Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Terrorisums24 Posted May 25, 2015 Author Share Posted May 25, 2015 Thank you for the info! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phoenix_Rising Posted May 26, 2015 Share Posted May 26, 2015 Hello and Welcome to Crazyboards!Re-sparking your interests when depressed or anxious is difficult. I'm curious about the same thing olga mentioned: are you seeing a doctor? How about a therapist? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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