Ciccione_Airstrike Posted July 6, 2015 Share Posted July 6, 2015 Hello,My name is Stevee, I am a borderline who is having a hard time with recovery. I Live in New Orleans, I can't hold a real job and love drinking and getting into fights. I feel like I have a demon inside me, it makes me doubt my life, and my relationships. I'm currently hitchioking through Central Asia, currently in Bishkek, Kyrgyzstan. completely out of my mind, learning russian, feeling like a pariah. I feed off of danger. I am paranoid that my lovers, friends and family are going to leave me. I self medicate. I have been to a therapist once but quit after she told me I was too difficult to treat. My life is really fast, I like punk rock and drugs, trying to work out my triggers and how to stop the borderline spiral before it starts. I feel like a narcissistic asshole all the time. Ego absorbed. Like I don't deserve help. Nice to meet ya'll Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
saveyoursanity Posted July 7, 2015 Share Posted July 7, 2015 Hey Stevee! It's nice to meet you. It sounds like you and I would really get along (I LOVE to travel) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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