Co'crispy Posted September 22, 2015 Share Posted September 22, 2015 Hello, let me introduce myself,because I am bored and was feeling like self reflection. My name is Colonel Crispy. Co'Crispy for short , but I'm willing to hear other suggestions for names. I am a 23 year old out of upstate new york, I am here because of depression and possible psychosis, I started hearing talking in my head about 3 years ago when I had a possible delusion. It has robbed most of the joy out of my bleak and meaningless life. Any joy I had before, simple things such as a television show or my cats, or my self soliqiues. I have always been a loner, as far back as I can remember. I haven't made much an imprint on this earth, I tend to drift around like a hollow plastic bag. But overall I try to maintain a positive friendly demeanor. I've had probably too much alone time and in that dark abyss I secluded in I believe some unwanted intruder slipt into my brain. I have traits such as a cat, I tend to be self absorbed and obsessive in my thinking, soo yeah, My hobbies include cats, cat pics, simpleton humor and music occasionally. I am not a very deep thinking human being nor am I very intellectual,but i try my best to be an active socializer here.. So if you feel froggy ..then leap.:). 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TakeAChillPill Posted September 22, 2015 Share Posted September 22, 2015 Hello Co'Crispy! Fellow loner here. I think maybe you are a deep thinker as far as being analytical about yourself goes as you mentioned that you are self-absorbed and obsessive in your thinking. Anyways if you go too deep you get into the biggest questions of philosophy like is the universe full of meaning or is the universe devoid of any meaning as it makes sense that it would be one or the other. Then your brain starts to hurt. LOLI am also Cat Crazy.I liked your introduction. My parents are both from upstate New York. Are you seeing a psychiatrist or have you tried any meds yet? Just asking conversationally. I am not trying to say you're nuts. I went to private catholic school where nuns told all of us that everyone is SPECIAL and at times I used to think they should not have pushed that on us so hard but now I realize is really helpful to me and how I deal with other people. I think it's using positive psychology instead of focusing on negatives. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
olga Posted September 22, 2015 Share Posted September 22, 2015 Welcome to Crazyboards! I'm also an upstate NY person.I hope you enjoy being a part of our crazy community. Please contact a staff person if you need help with anything.olga 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jt07 Posted September 22, 2015 Share Posted September 22, 2015 Welcome, Colonel! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Co'crispy Posted September 25, 2015 Author Share Posted September 25, 2015 Thanks for the replies, the support staff here is very responsive. And hello fellow upstate new yorker! Excited for fall? Hello Co'Crispy! Fellow loner here. I think maybe you are a deep thinker as far as being analytical about yourself goes as you mentioned that you are self-absorbed and obsessive in your thinking. Anyways if you go too deep you get into the biggest questions of philosophy like is the universe full of meaning or is the universe devoid of any meaning as it makes sense that it would be one or the other. Then your brain starts to hurt. LOLI am also Cat Crazy.I liked your introduction. My parents are both from upstate New York. Are you seeing a psychiatrist or have you tried any meds yet? Just asking conversationally. I am not trying to say you're nuts. I went to private catholic school where nuns told all of us that everyone is SPECIAL and at times I used to think they should not have pushed that on us so hard but now I realize is really helpful to me and how I deal with other people. I think it's using positive psychology instead of focusing on negatives. well helloe fellow loner lol, I appreciate you giving me the benefit of the doubt. But I have never been a deep thinker .. Nor too analytical lol I'm just self absorbed as in I don't think about much else but my own simple needs. I am obsessive as in my routine which usually consists of me doing for me lol.. Sorry that might sound a little bad but in my defense I've been a loner a long time.. No one relies on me anyway. But that doesn't sound like alot to put in your brain the philosophy's.. I don't think that hard about the universe.. But kodos to you. My head starts to hurt if I even read too long non the less try to philophisize. And I are your point on the Catholic school thing, Idk I never was considered special ever..I usually focusing on negative and it seems to have stuck lol. I was consideres mentally impaired growing up, and I feel it to this day And got into cats cause I coudlbt relate to people haha. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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