YeahYeahYeah Posted November 6, 2015 Share Posted November 6, 2015 Depressed, depressed, depressed, depressed, depressed, depressed, started Cipralex, still kind of depressed, started Cipralex and Wellbutrin, not so depressed anymore. Depressed. So fucking depressed. Everything is kind of shit, so no surprises there. $-1,700 in the bank and I was paid less than 24 hours ago. Loser partner. Kids are ASD, APD, DCD, ADHD. Go to school full-time. Also doing a co-op right now. Work 20 hours a week at a place that's the dictionary's example of workplace harassment. In-laws attempting to control our lives. Taking several Lorazepams a day these last few days just to keep me from falling apart. Probably not a good idea. Anyone available to fix my life? All I need is $50,000 (or more), a divorce and hook-up with a decent man/woman who actually likes children, graduate with honours (or just graduate), a full-time job with benefits at a place that isn't worse than high school was, and someone who thinks my kids are as incredible as I do. That's it. That's all I need. Maybe some more Lorazepam. Thanks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Level_With_Me Posted November 6, 2015 Share Posted November 6, 2015 How long have you been on lorazepam? Maybe try a different benzo. You have stated a lot of points that would make one depressed, but possibly start thinking of what is going good for you as well. The more positive we speak is how positive our lives will be. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
melissaw72 Posted November 6, 2015 Share Posted November 6, 2015 What is your dose of lorazepam? Would it possible to talk to pdoc about increasing it? Do you have a therapist? Your life seems very stressful to me, and having someone to talk it out to can really help. They also might have resources that could help you in some way/s. Glad you posted here to get more feedback. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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