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**Venting**

So it's the holidays and, before I became ill I enjoyed them. This year the parties and all the forced interactions are just too much. I just want to stay home with the kids and try to enjoy myself with them. I know this is horrible, especially since I complain that I don't have any friends. I just hate this. Let me correct that. I just hate all this Crap at work because I hate these idiots most of all. 

So, Happy Holidays lol. 

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happy holidays! I get work completely draining you so that social stuff just sounds like a pain and something you can't handle...or it seems like that might be the situation? I've found myself in a similar situation this year. I had to skip one friend's holiday party because there was absolutely no way I could find the energy for it, and it was on a weekend. The other friend's is 1/2, so it's possible that might work out.

Sorry things don't feel as good this year.

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I'm always feeling social since starting my medication, I'm probably not too good at it; I probably have the maturity of a sixteen year old. Thing is though since I'm craving more social interaction I've come to realise just how socially isolated I am and that get me rather depressed. Fortunately, Christmas is about family so it's okay, unlike my birthdays at times.

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I've socially isolated myself from everyone but my husband mostly. It's very nice for me in some ways, I honestly don't feel like I need anyone else. What i have an issue with is what if something really bad happens? What if he dies or is hurt becomes brain dead somehow? I don't want to think about that, but I've got no one else and others I don't feel that close to, nor am able to feel that close to. It would kill me. I'm sure of it. 

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2 hours ago, saintalto said:

I've socially isolated myself from everyone but my husband mostly. It's very nice for me in some ways, I honestly don't feel like I need anyone else. What i have an issue with is what if something really bad happens? What if he dies or is hurt becomes brain dead somehow? I don't want to think about that, but I've got no one else and others I don't feel that close to, nor am able to feel that close to. It would kill me. I'm sure of it. 

I completely understand and agree with you. That is why I get so frustrated with myself. I need to have more people in my life, but I just can't seem to find the energy for it. 

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