sonicwhite Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 Ok, so I was feeling like the TV was talking to me. Like Jesus was telling me something while I was watching this movie. I notice it's never anything good. It's all about judgment and second death stuff. Like I'm already dead and this is my judgment. So I thought well I'll write on here that I can't seem to grasp the idea that I'm sick. Some of these delusions seem real and wanting to be a preacher just makes it so much harder because I can't seem to know the difference between what's in the bible and what's in my head. if I could grab someone and let them go through what I go through that would be the only way I could explain it because if I tried to explain it it would make a lot of ppl confused. so I'm writing on here today saying I need help. That I'm going to go to the psych ward but first I have to see doctor Harris to tell me the results on the nerve damage and MRI I had done. any help would be greatly appreciated. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jt07 Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 Sonic, it's good that you have insight and know that you need help. That's something a lot of people don't have. It's best to treat this early before it gets a grip on you and you lose that insight. I wish you luck and hope you are better soon! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gearhead Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 Sonic, it's time for you to go to your doctor and see about some meds. The TV is not talking to you! TV's don't do that. They just don't. It's important for you to get well and stay well so that you can do the things you love in life. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
melissaw72 Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 I agree that you should get in touch with your DR. Like jt said, catching it earlier on will make things a lot easier than waiting to start getting help for it, and losing the insight you have now. I hope things work out for you. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sonicwhite Posted July 19, 2016 Author Share Posted July 19, 2016 Well my doc appt is tomorrow then it's on to the psych ward. I can't be left out in this world and if I ever want to become a man that can inspire ppl. I need to get my life taken care of with the things I deal with psychologically so wish me luck guys. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jt07 Posted July 19, 2016 Share Posted July 19, 2016 Sonic, you sound like you are making wise decisions about your life. I do wish you all the luck in the world. I hope you get better soon and get stable, and most of all, I hope you will realize your dreams. I think you have realistic goals. You just need to get stable first. Good luck! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
melissaw72 Posted July 19, 2016 Share Posted July 19, 2016 2 hours ago, sonicwhite said: Well my doc appt is tomorrow then it's on to the psych ward. I can't be left out in this world and if I ever want to become a man that can inspire ppl. I need to get my life taken care of with the things I deal with psychologically so wish me luck guys. I hope you have a good pdoc appt tomorrow, and a productive time on the psych ward. I wish you luck when there. I think you have it in you to become stable and get your life back, like you want it to be. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gearhead Posted July 19, 2016 Share Posted July 19, 2016 Good luck, Sonic, and a wise decision. Please check I when you get home. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sonicwhite Posted July 26, 2016 Author Share Posted July 26, 2016 Wulp stuck it out and saw the doc. It was recommended to go back to four mg of risperdal. They asked me did I have a fav AP I said yes Abilify. But, I haven't seem to notice the TV talking to me. It just so happened Robert Ross who played Jesus was in a movie and I thought it was Jesus talking to me. I know the difference between insanity and residue. I have MDD w psychotic features. They don't see me as schizo. But I do know what a seven month psychosis feels like so for all you out there with SZ I feel ur pain. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
melissaw72 Posted July 27, 2016 Share Posted July 27, 2016 Welcome back, sonic ... I am glad you had a positive experience there and are feeling better. Being on the right meds makes a big difference! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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